Courage

Do you have courage to do things that you normally don't?
Oh well, I don't.
I don't dare to try things which was never in part of my life before.
Never.
To me, trying is somehow a far away achievement for me.
Previously, I don't wear sleeveless tops.
I don't like to wear skirts.
I don't listen to certain singers' songs which I don't fancy.
I am anti-english songs person.
However, I made a very important decision to these.
I tried it, unexpectedly.

Don't ask why I tried it, maybe one of the wires in my brain was malfunctioning.
Somehow like an electric shock, so I made such weird decisions.
But, I did not regret, for certain decisions.

For example, I found SOME nice songs in some singers' albums.
I would have lost some treasures if I am that stubborn like one of my friend.
I tried listening to English songs, not that wide, but at least, I listened.
Loads caught my ears, especially Christina Aguilera's songs.
I am not sure why, but I just like her voice and songs.

And some, I tried and still felt pretty awkward.
Like, wearing sleeveless.
I have big arms, because I often to pumping, that makes me develop muscles.
Ugly, I know, that's why I wouldn't wanna wear sleeveless tops.
However, I tried wearing recently, not to care much about people's attention.
If people out there who see me wearing it, and think it's nice, thanks a lot.
If not, I wouldn't hate you too, because I myself find it weird too.
Skirts, is something I wouldn't dare to try.
I have fat thighs, due to dancing at young and sudden enlargement of my size.
Therefore, I think skirts are something that will bring out my weakness about my body.
For now, I only like to wear high waist skirts, because I look pretty good in it.

Sometimes, we really need courage to do things.
As for me, now, I need courage and confidence to ace in things.
Can I have it?
I am not sure though, I would try to have it.
Good luck for me. =D
I shall go now, rather bored recently, therefore such boring posts were posted.
Apologies for that.
Off I go, watching Mr. Brain by Takuya Kimura.
Bye~ =D