Maybe.

I hate to feel this way, hate it much.
I dislike ranting, and I'm sorry to rant SO MUCH on my blog.
However, I feel that I need to spit it out, or else I'll go crazy.

I've been working hard, doing what I love, enjoying what I love to do.
Due to passion, I'm able to hang on to it.
It's not like I'm very talented, I'm interested in that, just that.
I hate to say this, but I'm really angry with those people who are lucky.
Not envious, no jealousy, just pure angry.
It's my life, I don't think I have to be jealous with what people possess which I'm lack of.
I've been working hard, but nothing seems to approach me.
And those who aren't that hard working, and also, not as talented, have the world's luck on them.
How FAIR is this world huh?
What a joke.

I'm always telling myself this, they may be lucky to have gotten what they want, but eventually, the luck dies of due to their deficiency in their abilities.
I don't know why, but I feel that I need to love myself more.
Be narcissistic, that's what my new dance teacher Freddy told me.
He told me a lot when he first taught me dancing, and I got inspired.
I'm really motivated to do things that he taught me, but I got shot.
Right. At. My. Head.
Shan't elaborate more, hate to think about it.

I shall end my post, but just one question, how to love myself?
I pondered on this question for long, but I can't seem to get an answer.
If you happen to read my post and happen to 'somehow' or 'anyhow' knows the answer, please tell me.
Your help would be much appreciated...
Thanks...