MY heart.

Heart.Beat.
My heart is beating, I can hear it.
Whenever I'm with you, I feel so happy.
However, we are just friends.
Just. Friends.

I like you, since the second time I saw you.
I enjoy teasing you, I enjoy making fun of you.
I love to see how blur you are.
I enjoy your smiles.
I love your voice, it's so special and so heartwarming.
My mum loves it too, that's important as well.

We met because of music, started off being strangers.
Never conversed, but managed to call each others names without asking when we first talked.
When we are beside each other, I feel so far from you.
Because you are much taller than me.
But I manage to feel close to you, when we both sing...

Music is our connection.
Correction, my connection to you.
I feel you, your presence, your everything.
But to you, I'm may be just a friend.
Or worse, just a little sister to you.

What's a relationship? I don't know.
What's love? I have no idea.
How to communicate with people properly? I have no freaking a clue.
Seriously, you said that you are not worthy of me if we were to be together.
However, I thought it another way.

Now, I'm officially letting go.
I know that it's impossible, because I feel that it's impossible.
No point hanging on to something which doesn't belong to me.
What's more, others think that you are suitable with another girl.

I know that you wouldn't read this. No one would read this.
Just. Wanna blog about it.
At least, I felt better.
Nights. :')