The feeling is really suffocating me, I can't seem to get over it.
Tears been falling, non-stop.
I couldn't stop it from rolling down my cheeks, it seemed like a spoiled tap.
Friday the 13th, a great start with a miserable end.
I think, it's time.
Time to say, goodbye.
To you, thank you for the memories that you've given me.
All the days when we whats-app together, the times when you cheered me up when I'm down.
Those days were really great, even though it seemed really far-fetched and unreal.
I've grown feelings for you, and I guess it's the time to let go.
It's really tough for me, because my feelings got deeper.
I have no idea if all your words to me are genuine pieces or not, I'll treat it as it is.
Please don't break the little trust I had in you, leave it as a beautiful memory.
At least, I feel that someone actually cares for me.
I felt that I'm being cared for, at once.
I've always been guessing if it was just a game that you wanted to play.
Thinking if it's a bet that you had with your friends.
I never asked as I hate knowing it all my doubts are proven to be true.
I wished that I'm being paranoid.
I hope that I am.
Days passed, and I guess everything has died down.
Your life should have been back onto track, while mine has been lost track a little.
I'm quite naive, because I'm really inexperienced in relationship.
Never had a boyfriend before, had never once tried being love by a guy.
Was never being cared for, was never being seen as a girl by any guy.
Your presence made me feel that I can be a normal girl as well.
But, it's coming to an end.
You will be back to who you are, and I will searching for myself.
I will be fine, like I've always said, though I've never been fine.
It's just another dream, I guess.
夢醒了，日子照樣過。
Life goes on...
Goodbye, thanks for everything.
Edited: 11.40am
But, I just can't seem to let go of it.
Shouldn't have fallen in the first place, but it's just a feeling that strikes.
Well...
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