Disappointed

Oh well, anyone could have guessed why I used 'Disappointed' as my title.
Yes, I am hell yeah disappointed with my Preliminary Result.
I am to blame for scoring such 'great' results, round of applause to myself.
What a joke.
Fine, I shall not dwell on it.
Move on, as there is marked improvement in my Additional Mathematics.
This shows that spamming myself with Additional Mathematics revisions for consecutive 2 weeks do help!
Oh man, I LOVE MATH!

Anyway, if anyone sees me in White Sands shouting, yeah, I am infuriated.
Should have controlled, but I just hate people not trusting me, especially people whom I loved and people who are important to me.
I know it's wrong for me to have shouted at my mum, I apologise for my act.
Oh well, at least I know that my mum doesn't embezzle my money for stupid uses.
(Striking news, but, yeah, sad case for my Idol)
I know I have disappointed my mum for umpteenth time, but this time, I am really awake.
I've woke up, and I am really working very hard.
I'll just hope that I can at least score a B for my English and As for everything.
Ha, sounded like I am dreaming, but it's possible.
Just that it depends whether the lazy bug living in me could get out of me and hardworking butterflies fly in me and start 'pollination'.
Alright, that's lame.
I am trying to use imagery, but as seen here, failed!

Literature, I am here to conquer you.
I am positively sure that I am going to work hard, not just sweet and wonderful talks, but certainly action out the words I've said.
Benita, FIGHTING!
Baby is giving me bless, mum is giving me faith, teachers are giving me trust.
I believe, I can do it.
Alright, end off here.
Anyway, I am not attending school tomorrow because I don't really feel well.
So, when I am at home, I will start studying from 9!
Wish me luck yeah?

Bye people :D