Yes, simple will do.
So, a short and simple post is up here now.
Had a 1 minute fight with LoveLove on the phone on Thursday.
Well, no detailed conversation will be posted. :)
Of course, though I've been through lots, she is much a thinker on certain aspects on life.
After that conversation, I thought for a long time.
Yeah, fair enough, I didn't put in enough effort.
Wait, define enough.
If anyone can, please leave a response to me at Plurk or reply me at twitter.
I am interested in hearing your definition. :D
For me, it's too broad and too vague a word to define!
Everyone has a rule in their heart to measure the level of satisfaction.
Don't get it?
When you think it's enough, just nice or enough to accomplish certain things, you will feel satisfied right?
So, what I mean was, the level of satisfaction is a scale to measure the mass of your effort put in.
Alright, so, after that, I thought of a lot of things.
Sherie said that I seemed to not been sleeping well because my dark circles have spread to my eyelids.
I am not kidding, it's THAT serious.
True, I have not been sleeping well.
I've been thinking, if I didn't do well for this 1st important examination, who will I let down.
In fact, I've been thinking this when I am asleep.
Therefore, even if I am given 8 hours, if my mind is still functioning and continues thinking, my dark circles won't subside.
My answer is, too many to name them.
Really, too many have been pinning hopes on me that I've been pressurizing myself.
Hence, I've made up my mind.
This moment of pressure is nothing, and I will pressurize myself more.
Bonkers? I reckon not.
I am perfectly fine, I am not clinically depressed.
Oh well, studied for consecutive 2 days, total of 11 hours.
Not enough, I planned to study for 14 hours in total, but today was kinda screwed.
Nevermind, I will pay it back tomorrow.
Wait, didn't I said that this will be a simple post?
Gosh, I've read my Literature text, Whose Life Is It Anyway from Brian Clark, for 2nd times.
Everything in my mind, are the dramatic moments and powerful dialogues.
Alright, this is getting nowhere.
Shall end here, goodbye and goodnight everyone.
FIGHTING! :D
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