Forgetting

How long have I not been posting here?
I can't really remember and I'm tired to recall anything.
I can vaguely remember that I came from Genting with a pissed mood.
I can't stand people jumping queue, that's just so annoying.
Setting bad example in front of their children too.
Retarded assholes.

All right, relax Benita, it's none of your business even if they are becoming some scumbags or whatsoever. :D
I think I'm gonna post the photos real soon, I'm just lazy and reluctant in doing so these few days.

Anyway, back to yesterday, went to Ray's house for fondue.
Guess what?
Fondue became truffle, however, it's nice. :)
Junior, Ray's dog is cute too, so adorable and so obedient.
I want to keep a dog, but my mum just wouldn't allow, and the responsibility's too huge.
Fine, I shall wait.
Mum said that I'm free to do whatever I want when I'm 21.
So, if 2012 prophecy doesn't come, I'll just keep a dog.
Travel overseas with my friends.
Get myself a tattoo at the back.
And lots more.
Just wait :)

Just cried, like finally.
So what if I'm ugly, short and fat?
It's nothing got to do with anyone.
It's my life, it's me, and I've got to like myself more.
I realised, I'm back to square one.
No confidence, no courage.
What the hell.
Whatever.
Bye.