Something to share.

Decided to write up this post, before going on a 2 weeks hiatus for my MYE.
It's been with me for a long time and I think I should really share.

Ever have friends who LOVE tying knots with people who you don't like?
Don't like as in, no mutual feeling, just friend-friend relationship.
I've seen lots and I sometimes do have things like that happening on me.
Sad to say, but I HATE this kind of things.
I find it ridiculous, VERY ridiculous.
I'm sorry to hurt you guys, but, this action is rather irritating.
I have feelings too, I'm crushing on a guy now and I think it'll be long.
I know you guys love to play or just for entertainment, or maybe, you guys wish me well, so they hope that I can have someone who can care for.
However, we can't force all these, right?
It's like marrying a guy who you don't know, only seen once before marrying, this kind of feeling is awkward and absurd.

Friends who really know me should know, I really hate this.
I do get angry at times because I'll get irritated.
Sometimes, I do laugh.
It's not because I am not disliking it, just that I don't wanna pick up a fight or start quarreling.
It's not worth it, you know, right?
However, to avoid things like this happening in the future, I've decided to post it up.
Firstly to let you guys, my lovely readers to know me more.
Secondly, friends, please stop doing it yeah?
We can joke with other things, but not this yeah?
I have this ego in me which I can't simply let go, forgive me and understand me yeah?
Love you :)

Side note:
I did mention I have a crush now, right?
I've somehow confessed to him, but we are still friends.
This is life, and I'm admitting defeat to it.
It's always relationships making me lack of courage.
Blah blah blah, WHATEVER!
I'm still happy, because WE are good friends! :D
Anyway, I'll update my previous post with more pictures when my MYE ended.
Sorry, but study is my priority :)
GOODNIGHT, BYE BYE! :D