Turn Back Time

People who know me should know that I'm a person who doesn't regret after doing something that easily.
I always know the fact that as I am the decision maker for myself, I can't do anything to change it when something goes wrong.
It's like, I know that I can't turn back the time, what I can do now is to go on with it, or totally discard it.
However, I don't usually discard as I think that it's an action of an irresponsible person.
Hmm, so, this is how I am like.

But now, since I'm given a dagger which can turn back time, why not trying to change one.
I've been holding it, thinking for a very long time, and I've been digging out all my buried memories, trying to find out what regrets me most.
It's not surprising to me though, but maybe for some of you, it's during Campus Superstar 2009 period.
Some of you might not know, it's a Chinese Singing Competition held by Mediacorp in Singapore and yes, I'm one of the finalists.
I don't really want to say it out, but I do regret.
Not regret joining the competition, the competition made me grow up, not in height of course, but the way I see things, however, I regretted not think deep before I say anything.
I used to give that tone that people always think I'm very proud or arrogant.
I seldom smile too, that made it worse.
I do have supporters, but it's as many as my haters.
They always comment me as an arrogant person, but they just don't know me.
I just don't smile, it doesn't mean anything.
But as you know, when you are on television, you are 'facing' the viewers.

Do you like this smile? I think I look good when smiling :)

I'm thinking, if I smile more, talk less, maybe I'll be more well-like by people.
If I have more personality but at the same time, I don't sound stuck up, I'll garner more attention and more love.
When I learn the art of speaking, it's already the end of the competition.
I don't blame this experience for making me grow, in fact, I'm thankful.
However, I just hate the fact that I've left bad impression to people whom they think that I'm pure arrogant and stuck up, I'm just inexperienced in dealing with crowds and I don't know how to talk.
Not that I'm dumb, I'm not taught how to talk in a nice way.
Now that I know how to, not really that good but at least better, I hope that I can turn back to that time, at least to change a little of that situation.
I might still get disqualified, but at least, I think I've done better in talking. :)
That's just what I think.

Hmm, but like as if I really have a dagger to turn back time just like the ancient dagger that is capable of releasing Sands of Time in 'PRINCE OF PERSIA: THE SANDS OF TIME'!
Oh hell, I'm dreaming, but I really hope that this will happen! :D
All right, talking about the movie, Prince of Persia, let's have a little sneak peek! :D



Interesting? :D
I AM! :D:D:D
Anyway, it's directed by 'Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire' 's director Mike Newell!
TOTALLY ANTICIPATING IT! :D

If interested, Catch Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time Movie starting from 27^th May 2010 and join the official Facebook and Twitter page!
Please tell me how you feel after watching it on my formspring if you want, I'm interested to know! :D
I'm definitely going to watch as I've anticipated it for more than 2 months ever since I saw the trailer with my friend!
Sooooooo, do wait for my movie review yeah?
HAVE A NICE DAY, and for me, ENJOY STUDYING! (NOT! >.<)