Went to school today again, for Additional Mathematics as planned.
I felt the sense of accomplishment, great! =)
I managed to finish the questions in a short period of time, without making mistakes.
The feeling is just so... "WOW!"
It's been very long ever since I put in effort to complete questions given to me.
I admit, I am a very lazy person, people around me knew that.
I always think, with my wisdom and talent of being able to remember things easily, I seldom do my homework or even revise.
All I know, is just to procrastinate.
However, time and again, the results on my report book proved me wrong.
I am really disappointed.
My path in front of me, unclear.
I have not yet define what is the path I am on now.
I know that it's really time for me to study, however, what I have been thinking, are plans after my O Level, this and that.
I did not focus my vision on things that are nearer than me, what I've been doing is thinking of things that are comparably impractical.
How great, what a good job you've done, BENITA.
MUM had been pinning much hope on me, hoping me not to follow her path when she was young.
I really want to do her proud, but, can I?
Well, it depends on how much determination am I input to my mind.
Trying hard to, but there's an inner, unknown strength pulling me back.
What can I do?
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