Unable to dream for the time being

I have not yet sleep, knowing that I am having school tomorrow at 10am.
I hate this feeling, when I can't even focus my mind at the right thing.
I am feeling nauseous, definitely not for short while.
I've been feeling this way for 2 days, though not for long hours, but this feeling is making my day an unpleasant one.
Rest assure, I am pure, don't think about things that dirties my purity, it's not good.

Talk to DM just now, on msn.
He asked me a question, and I have been dwelling over it for a long time.
I have not yet answered him, and I do not know how to answer him.
As, if I answered him, and I agreed, I will have to go through a great trauma in my mind.
I have a barrier and an obstacle to overcome.
My mindset and my mum, it's not feeling good when I thought of that.
This mixture of feelings is driving me nuts, I might not be able to take it if it drags.

Anyway, thinking of things that he told me, makes me unable to sleep.
Just like yesterday, he did something that made me smile throughout the day like a retard today.
He is always giving me happiness, for which I feel comfortable with him.
For your information, DM is just my friend, and nothing else.
However, my mum doesn't fancy him that much.
That traumatize me a lot, because I dislike my mum disagrees with my friend, I seem like a sandwich.
Being shelved in between to people, the feeling irks me big time.

Shall not think about it for the time being, I really have to sleep, in order to pay attention in class tomorrow.
Goodnight, what a night! =.=