I admit defeat.

I've lost, lost in the war of battling against my health.
Damn it, I am really feeling giddy and nauseous.
I've really trying my very best to keep myself healthy, but I am just so easily fall sick.
Stupid me, why????!!!!
Well, I admit defeat, really.
Gosh, from now on, I have to eat healthily, true healthy.
However, I have no appetite recently, unsure of the reason to it.
I am afraid that I am having Anorexia, symptoms hit on.
Should I consult a doctor?
But I am afraid of eating loads of medicine and psychology consultation.
What should I do?

BE STRONG, BENITA!!!
FIGHTING! =D

Well, to be truthful, I think I am really in lunacy.
I have been smiling to myself, since Friday.
Mum knows what happened, and she saw my smiling all day long.
She asked me, "Are you really that happy that Someone came back?"
Gosh, isn't this obvious?
Of course I'm happy, my emotions have been going up and down.
Hence, I am not sure how am I feeling now.
Contradicting, I know.

Should really consult a psychiatrist right?
Crazy indeed.
I admit defeat to myself, I've lost.
I shall go off now, before spouting much nonsense here.
Goodbye people. =D