Memorable memories~

Hey people, sorry for not updating recently.
Well, have been going to school and things, pretty boring you see.
Since there's so little things to update, I might as well not update.
Anyway, had celebrated my Grandfather's birthday yesterday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
I know he wouldn't be able to see my blog, and don't understand what am I saying, but I am saying it here.

Grandpa, sorry for being so wilful, so disrespectful towards you.
I know you mean well, you wanted me to study, singing will leave till I received my certificate.
You wanted me to study, and said things that are harsh to me.
As I set my priority to singing, you said that singing will destroy my future.
I am devastated, of course, as I think you do not know that music is my life.
Sorry for saying nasty things to you, to be so disrespectful.
Now that you've been contracted with Pakinson Disease, and there's nothing I can do for you.
I am remorseful of saying all these things to you, and I know that saying sorry doesn't wipe off the sins that I've done towards you.
I just hope that when you still have memories towards me, when you still do recognise me, I will be filial to you.
What I really hope is, to get good grades and get into good schools, to let you be proud of me.
Action speaks louder than words, I know, I have to do it.
So, I am putting in all my effort to study, to stay alert in class.
I want to stand on stage next year, during speech day, and say that I didn't let you down.
What's important, is that I want you to see me enjoy in the joy of success, and share it with you.
I will be your proud granddaughter, I want you to be proud of me.
I want you to tell your friends and relatives that, hey, Benita is my granddaughter.
She can sing and she gets into good school with good grades.
I hope that my words aren't like loud thunder but small drizzles.

Memories doesn't hold anything, but memories sure do help in our way in maturing.
Experiences, are part of our memories, are tools in helping us to smoothen our journey.
I want to write a new chapter of life, forgetting the past me.
However, forgetting doesn't mean that it didn't happen.
Hence, I will cherish the memories I've got, to allow me to not let myself regret.

Memories come with pictures, however, my photos are not yet done as some are kind of blur.
So, I will try to updoad it by tomorrow alright?
See you people, goodbye =D