I'm bad! but I don't have the courage to change it.

Sorry for not updating, been through a serious traumatic mindset changing.
Oh well, there's nothing I can do to change people's mind.
Anyway, it's my life, I am the one who's leading it.
As long as I have my conscience clear, it's enough.
One day, everything will die down.
Even if it drags till 10 years later, and anyone still rake up this matter, I will still stand to my point.
I will not panic, because I know what I did. =D

Thanks for my dear friends who are with me.
And yesterday, it's the best day ever.
Before going out, I am still dwelling over stupid matter, and I had a chat with Chian Deardear on the phone in the bus.
It's because someone asked his friend to pass me something, hence headed to White Sands.
Everything was alright, when I was talking to Deardear.
Suddenly, a person stood beside me.
Tall and skinny person, smiling at me.
When I took a closer look, is that someone.
I was in total shock, I can't believe my eyes.
Turned to the other side, and turned back to look again.
Yes, it's that someone.
My emotion has reached the top, I started crying and laughing.
Hence, I told Deardear that I would call her back later, which I didn't.
Sorry Deardear, I have to talk to that someone, hope you understand, and I know you do. =D

Chatted with that someone, well, didn't say much.
I do not know what to say actually, I am in the mist of confusion.
Bought my ear piece, same as that someone.
Well, not in deliberation, but that's the best I've seen so far.
So, I bought it.
That someone sent me home, thanks a lot. =D
Gave that someone things that I wanted to give, hope he/she likes it. =D=D=D
Must go out together alright? Though I don't know whether he/she reads my blog or not.
Nevertheless, glad that you came back. =D

Today, my shopping trip has been canceled as Sisterlove is not feeling well.
Gosh, must drink more warm water alright?
Don't wander around for too long and too far, I am afraid you are unable to stand straight again.
Postponed to next week, and I still want my KOREAN CUISINE.
Must remember alright? =D
Take care! And I LOVE YOU!
Don't think about it, care for yourself more alright?
Man doesn't lead your life, you are the one! Don't let him control whole of your life! =D

I am now watching Michael Jackson's 'Moonwalker'.
It's hilarious and nice, I love seeing him dance.
I LOVE YOU, MICHAEL!

Well, it's pretty obvious that my post isn't like mine, but I'm posting how am I feeling now.
I am over the moon, and I am alright. =D
I haven't been that happy for long, and it's time for me to be happy.
Happiness is the force for me to strive hard and study smart. =D

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Anyway, regarding my post of announcement, I didn't mention any name.
Do not judge by your own, it's my matter, thanks a lot. =D
If you don't know who am I referring to, ask me personally.
If you think it's you, let it be.
However, don't guess it in your own way, sometimes things do not turn out to be how you thought.
If YOU think that I am referring to YOU, I certainly did not as a lot of people told me that it's another person.
When YOU claim that I faked a smile in front of YOU, and that's the reason why HE doesn't want me as a friend, so I presumed that YOU are a part of this matter.
Right?
If not, tell me that YOU're not.

I am like that, I dare to say this.
Sorry for being harsh, because I am bad.
I do not know how to make friends, because I know that I am not good at speech.
What can I do? Keep quiet and sit at a corner by myself.
It's not that I don't want to make friends, but, I just don't know how to take the initiative to do so.
Hence, I would always got mistaken by people.
I have a choice to change it, but I don't have the courage.

Sorry for being so contradicting of the mood in this post.
I have to say what I want to say, and I'm done with it.

P.S, I changed my attitude towards you, it's because I have this intuition that you dislike me.
If you didn't, tell me so. Thanks. =D

P.P.S, thanks a person who likes my character as my character is not too acceptable in other's eyes. Thanks. =D