If life wasn't as sucky when dumb people appear

Sorry for not updating for days, have been rather busy and lazy to update my blog.
I will find time to round up all my incomplete blog posts.
My apologies for that.

Well, life has been rather enjoyable, ever since Darren come back to my circle of friends.
He has been a great friend, in making me feel good for the rest of the day.
He never fails to make me laugh, that's why I love hanging out with him.
I treasure the time I am with him, and I hoped that our friendship never ends.
I am going to cherish every friendship I had, with all my strength and energy.
I just love my friends around me. =D

Anyway, proud to announce, HE is out of my life.
I am not going to care about him, worry about him, whatever.
If he wants me, I am not going to give much damn.
As, he wasted whole shit load of MY time.
However, I've never regretted doing anything for him.
For what I've always said, all memories are worth remembering and learn lessons from it.
I've learned, to not waste any time for people who are unworthy.
Or, let's put it another way, not waste any time for people who doesn't cherish us as much as we cherishes them.
That sounds better. =D
Don't you think so?
Thanks for all the memories, I will regard you as a friend, for the rest of my life.

Cry? I will do that.
However, I will still eat.
As, I will have energy to continue crying.
Crying, is the best way to vent out my unhappiness.
However, when it's time for me to stop crying, I will stop.
All unhappiness, will flow away with my tears and everyday will be a brand new day.
I promise.
For me, now, I've seen through.
Maybe, we are just not fated to be.
Maybe, I am just unworthy for people to love.
Maybe, I am fated to get hurt for life.
Maybe, no one just realise that I am always alone.
Maybe, no one is able to see my inner-self.
Maybe, no one knows how much I would like to give.
However, no one wants to accept the unopened love I've kept for long.

This is my life, how miserable can it be huh?
However, I have to accept it, right?
Maybe, I might stay single for the rest of my life, and be that pathetic person in everyone's eyes.
Oh well, let it be.
No matter how hard I tried, no one just realise my existence.
No one sees how hard I've tried to be pretty in the inside as well as the outside.
No one realises that I've always been trying to smile, as people thinks that I very sweet when I smile.
This is just how I am in this pathetic world, pathetically practical.
I fight for the rights that I should have, but I lost the war eventually.
Well, forget it.
I shall be a small figure for the time being.

If life wasn't as sucky when dumbos appear, they are pathetically retarded.
Intellectually challenged.
Juniors in my school love to see me and started talking about me.
I can sense that they are gossiping about me, obviously.
They made it obvious, such a way that when they saw me, they immediately started talking lots and smiling.
Well, a piece of advice, don't make it so obvious.
It just shows how stupid you are.
Imagine this, you are gossiping about people, would you want the person to know that you are gossiping about him/her?
NO, OF COURSE.
Even me, as a person who doesn't gossip much, knows how to gossip in a PROFESSIONAL way.
NOOBS out there, learn more skills of gossiping, then you try to gossip alright?
Meanwhile, try harder. =D

As compared to my school juniors, I enjoy going to Ngee Ann Secondary.
I wonder why, but they are always giving me a smile whenever they see me.
If they were to gossip about me at my back, I wouldn't know, and I feel better.
At least, they put up a very good show.
However, I do not think that they are putting up a mask in front of me.
How would I know?
By looking into their eyes.
Everybody's eyes will betray their real feelings, it's easy to sense.
They are just nice people. =P
(If Sisterlovelovelove sees this, she will be elated, as she is also one of the NASians. =D)

Oh well, I shall say, it's their mouth and mind, I can't control.
Just, think of the consequences of doing all these.
Frankly speaking, no one likes full-time gossipers.
They will get sick of it one day.
Well, it's your choice anyway. =D

Fine, I shall stop all rantings and study.
I have important things to do, I will do my best.
STRIVE HARD! =D
Goodbye people!