I’ve lost myself in music to the point where I don’t have any interest in the rest of the world - T.O.P

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Peacefully

Finally, I've thought it through.
I shouldn't have said those as I know there are people out there supporting me, not because of looks.
Purely because of my voice.
I really appreciate your support, because you people see the effort I put it.
Anyway, I am the one who gave up in this competition.
As, I am kinda tired playing hide and seek, and psychology games with media.
I am only 16, I am not cut out to handle these at this young age.

Well, I am sure when I am older, I am able to.
However, we will see how future lead us to.
Let's see. =D

Anyway, just chatted with Jarod.
Oh well, he is just as cute and irritating as ever.
Talked quite much, got some updates and out dates from him.
Jarod, don't really have to care much.
As long as we are happy, we lead our life because it's ours, not theirs, it's more than enough.
Other people's matter, we don't have to care.
Especially to those who hated me for non constructive reason, well, I don't expect you to like me anymore.
Just to tell you something, don't act a saint, it's useless.
I am bad, I admit.
But at least, I know my limits.
I am happy, do you?
Hope that you do, if not, no one can help you.

Laughs, I find myself so sarcastic.
Wonder why, maybe it's because of listening to A*mei's newest album.
Her album's songs are mostly daring in words, shows aggressive feelings.
Her songs somehow brought up my dark side of feelings, made me have courage to say what I want to say now.
Oh no, her name is not A*mei not.
Let me introduce, she is a newbie, her name is Amit!
Support her, I love her loads. =D

Fine, I think I've gone berserk.
Shall stop here before my topic has drifted to Northern America to find Hui Shi.
Alright, that's lame.
Goodbye people.
Have a nice day. =D

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