Woke Up Early

Wow, I woke up at 5am, reason being I want to find my E Math homework.
To my surprise, I can't find it at all.
My house is too messy for me to find anything.
Well, I guess it's my fate to get lashing from Mrs. Tan.
Rest In Peace. =X ( Touch wood! )

Alright, I will be honest with you, I didn't touch ANY of my homework.
Yes, it's ANY!
Dying soon, guess I will rush out all my homework during recess and after school.
Anyway, I didn't get to use my computer as when I reach home, I watched some Television Shows, and *boom!
I went to sleep, till 2330, when my mum came home.
Thanks a lot to my tiredness, I missed all my time of doing my homework.
Forgive me Mrs. Tan, for letting you down once again.

Fine, I shall go and prepare now, going to wash my hair.
=D
Alright, goodbye! =D

Refreshing day ahead!

Good morning people! I woke up at 6am, and I am here to post a short one. =D
School's reopened! And, I am going to be dead real soon.
I have yet to finish my holiday assignments, hopefully my teachers could let me hand in on Thursday the latest.
DANG! Shouldn't have left it till the last minute, but if I don't do that and keep studying, I will go CRAZY!
YES! CRAZY! =.=

Fine, I think I am crazy now.
Shan't say anymore, got to prepare.
Bye people, have a nice day.

P.s, PHS is so lucky to have not reopen their school today. *admires

Oh My Goodness!

Thanks a lot, I just realised that tomorrow is the start of school.
I have yet to finish any of my homework, applaud for me.
=.= Well, it's not funny at all, I know, but I wanted to make a fool out of myself so that I won't feel too misery.
Darn, I hasn't been feeling well these few days, headaches and feel like puking.
Some more, my mood have been spoiled thoroughly, completely.

DM hasn't been contacting me, I have no one to talk to.
Well, it's not that I have no one to talk to, but I chose not to tell anyone.
He is the one that I trust, he is just so important to me.
However, he just went disappear.
What the hell, it sucks.
He is seriously making me regret, what an idiot.
Fine, forget it.

DANG! I shall get started with my homework.
Goodbye people! =D

This Is Too Much ~continuation~

Alright, this is the picture that I wanted to show you all.
These are the Temaki (Hand Roll) that I ate. Look at the bottom.This is for clearer view, see it?
Gosh, this gives me a feeling that the rice is going to drop off anytime.
Have you seen such Temaki before? Gosh!
There's another sushi's picture, but I am going to post it up, it's gross.

Alright! End of my post about This Restaurant.
Get what I mean now?
I think it is seriously giving me goosebumps.
Laughs, that's exaggerating, but it's true. =D
Alright, end of this topic. =D

Next up, yesterday, I met up with HuiShi, my BBBBBBBBBB!!!! =D
Before meeting up, a shocking news just made my day a bad one.
Michael Jackson just passed away, in America's time, 2pm on the 25th of June 2009.
I just can't accept it, he is my idol.
He is the first American Male singer that I listened to, and he is the one who made me learn dancing.
Because of him, I always give my best shot in practising my dance.
However, due to stupid reasons, I stopped learning dance, but he is still my idol.
No matter how many negative news have been reported, I am still supporting him.
His news is just too sudden, how could this be?
I can't take it, this is too much.

End of it now, don't think of it.
Or I won't be able to take it.

Now, telling you of what I can't take it.
Well, as a person staying in Pasir Ris, I usually take bus home from Orchard.
The only bus that is convenient is bus 518, therefore, I took that bus home yesterday.
Normally, I would have a seat whenever I board the bus.
However, the normality was broken yesterday.
The bus was full, and I stood up for the whole 1 hour bus trip.
Thanks to that, my Left knee and Right toe hurts a lot.
I do not have strong legs, hence often gets hurt.
Sprains, hurts, bleeding, always happen.
Long hour standing adds on pressure to my legs, hence it is unbearably painful.
Hence, this is too much.

Well, I think my blog post is getting boring.
I shall stop now before YOU in front of the computer screen falling asleep.
Laughs, goodbye.
Have a nice day ahead! =D

This Is Too Much

I have had enough, this is too much.
There are too many things happening, I don't even have time to take a breathe.
I am going to list down, so, beware of the length of my post, it is scarily LONG!

Yesterday, woke up at 10am, to bathe and stuff.
Left house with Mum, to patronise Link Hotel's AKIRA JAPANESE RESTAURANT.
Well, I am hereby highly recommend you people to NOT patronise the restaurant.
I am going to say what me and my Mum encounter.

Ask you people one question, when you enter SAKAE SUSHI, what is the first thing you will here from them?
The answer is I-RASHIAIMA-SE (いらしいませ), meaning welcome.
This is how we are being treated as a customer, we are heartily welcomed.
Right?
However, when we enter AKIRA JAPANESE RESTAURANT, we were being asked "how many people?" and brought us to our seats.
I've learned Japanese etiquette, loud greetings from waitresses in the restaurant is important and a must.
First factor as a Japanese restaurant, failed.

Oh wells, taking order for THE FIRST TIME is acceptable.
Note the Upper-Cased words, it's only for the first time.
When we wanted to place another order, we called them for 5 TIMES.
FIVE TIMES??!! ISN'T THIS TOO MUCH?
First time we called them, they said " WAIT A MOMENT ".
Excuse me, please note your tone, and what's wrong with adding a 'please'?
Gosh, this is driving me crazy.

What's the #1 rule of serving?
It's to place any food in the middle of the table, however, they simply place the plate at THE CORNER OF THE TABLE.
Darn, how is this going to please us?
Their service simply failed, truly failed.

Well, when the service pisses us off, normally, we would try to ease ourselves with the taste of the food.
However, the taste is just so-so.
So, it truly, deeply pisses us off.

I will upload the presentation of the food that we ate, it is below expectation.
Gosh, so many negative points, who would want to go?
More to say, the restaurant is more like a Chinese restaurant that Japanese restaurant as all the waitress are from China.
Wow, how great is that?
I seriously do think that, this restaurant wouldn't make it big when their service and food presentation is in such standard.
If the CEO of this restaurant saw my blog post, please do something about it.
YOUR EMPLOYEES ARE LANDING YOUR RESTAURANT AT RISK!

I will continue my updates tomorrow, it's getting late and I am watching my 'Absolute Boyfriend'.
Goodnight people, goodbye =D

Difference in thinking

I love reading blogs, as this is a way to understand different people's thinking and mindset.
I often read people whom I don't even know them in person.
This is kind of stupid, but what else to do when I'm bored?
I sing as much as can, I watch as much dramas and movies as I could, but there are just leftover time for me to spend.
Blogs are useful tools to learn different people's perspective, I love reading blogs.

I came across two blogs, I don't think they know each other well, but they just quarrel across blogs.
Quarrel? Nope, I should say disagreement in both blogs.
One is my friend, and another is my friend's friend.
Complicated relationship, I doubt they know each other.
However, there is just this disagreement in each other.

I am not trying to help or go in between their matter.
However, I would like to say this.
In every matter, there is no right or wrong, but giving in.
Everyone has different thinking, mindset and character, we can never judge whether a person's right or wrong.
Some people chose to be hypocrite, we might see them as wrong.
But why not think in their shoes, they are merely protecting themselves.
I use to dislike hypocrites, as I wonder why they want to hide behind a mask, to be a 'fake' person.
However, this is a way to protect themselves, they are just loving themselves.
Is that something wrong?
Don't get me wrong, by saying this, it doesn't mean that I am going to be a hypocrite.
And note, I am using present tense, it means that I am still disliking hypocrite.
It's just that, I am understanding their way of survival in this world.
Contradicting, isn't it?
Well, I think I might be the only one who understands what I am trying to say.
Gosh, what am I saying, I am the one blogging this. =.=
Darn, I think I am having Autism.

Fine, stop now, I am ending my post.
Just, try understanding people and conflicts will lessen.
Why not work hand in hand to save the Earth, rather than wasting time arguing in front of the computer for simply nothing? Right?
Peace people. =D
Goodbye. =D

Home for whole day

Sorry for not updating yesterday, was busy doing my stuff that I am suppose to hand in tomorrow.
Well, yesterday is just another boring day at home.
Whole day at home, doing my things.
Writing my compositions though, for my career.
Weird right? I am also not sure what are they really for, but I will just do it, since it was requested and I love writing.
Writing, is a way to express your thoughts in a beautiful way, it is much more gorgeous than talking as people do think more before they write than they talk.
Anyway, my Mum was only backed home today morning, so I am alone yesterday.
I slept at 4am, because I was unable to sleep.
So, I continued writing.
Laughs, I will soon become a writer if I continues writing. =.=

Today, home for the whole day.
Have yet to finish my composition that was left unfinished today morning.
For your information, I wrote 3 compositions in 1 night.
That was pretty scary, for my friends, especially when my compositions are in Chinese.
I am not sure why, but my inspirations just come in a snap of my fingers.
Shall go off now, because I am not sure of what am I going to post.
Goodbye, have a nice day. =D

Packing up my room~

Woke up at 1.30pm today, don't you think that it's so late?
No choice, I slept at 3am, because I just can't sleep.
Kept thinking of things, thinking of my decision.
I hope that I don't regret after time, because my mind quivers at times.

Went to eat my brunch with MUM at 3pm, opposite my house.
Late, I know, but no choice, I woke up late.
Anyway, I am going to pack my room later, going to throw away old clothes and books.
Nope, not going to throw away, give away I should say.
Wish me luck, as my room is really, extremely untidy.

Well, at least I am better than someone.
She said that she wants to tidy up her room, but lazy to, so have yet to tidy.
Laughs, she should know who she is.
That's all for now, goodbye. =D

What a boring day~

I did not go out for the whole day, literally.
No one asked me out, neither did I ask anyone out.
I have tons of work to do, so I intended to stay at home.
However, I only completed some.
DARN.

My room is in a mess, and in no time, I am going to do D.I.Y at my room.
Who wants to help out, I am sure that it's going to be fun.
More over, I am going to cook for people who helped out.
MANDA, SHUMIN and JERINA should know my culinary skills, ask them. =D
I am going to make cupboards, revamp my wardrobe, and tidy up my stuffs.
Come and help me, I will make sure you will enjoy with my actions.
I can be funny at times. =D
Help me help me =))

Sigh, I am very hungry, MUM not yet home.
Gosh, apart from my brunch, I have yet to eat anything.
I am so hungry, some more, there's nothing at my house for me to cook.
Never mind, I shall watch my show now.
Goodbye people. =D

Father's day celebration =D

As you all know, my father is not in Singapore.
So you might think how come I will celebrate Father's Day, well, my grandfather of course! =D
Just came back from Novena, Chin Fat Seafood Restaurant (not sure whether is it the real name of the restaurant), and my tummy is extremely big.
Gosh, the time and effort I spent to slim down just gone to waste.
Crying~ T.T

Anyway, had a great time day, the seafood and dishes there tasted awesomely and heavenly.
Truly recommend that place, though it's nothing special there.
True, it's just some Steamboat, Teppanyaki and BBQ, nothing special.
However, the marinate sauce made it taste nice.
Well, I admit that I had lowered my standard of food, as there is nothing to pick of for this kind of restaurant.
DANG! How stupid. T.T

Oh, there's one more thing, English Supplementary has been canceled.
Just as how I wished. =D
Yesterday I told my mum that Today's Supplementary has been canceled, in fact it wasn't.
However, when I was sleeping, an SMS woke me up.
It was Mdm. Rozila, telling us that today's Supplementary was canceled.
My first reaction was, GREAT!
Laughs, just as I wished, what a lucky day today. =D

Let me share with you my great family members.
First up, MY GRANDMOTHER! =D

She is the best grandmother I've ever seen, I just love her.
She supports me in every way I do, and she will forgive my mistakes.
She does everything to maintain a complete loving family relationship, she is just so great that nothing is able to describe her.
She is irreplaceable.

Next up, MY GRANDFATHER! =D

I have to say sorry to him, because I am always disrespectful to him.
He always tell me to study, singing can leave it after studies, but I always blame him not understanding me as music is my life.
However, when I know that he is diagnosed with Parkinson Disease, my heart just sank straightaway.
I am remorseful of what I've said to him, and I really want to do whatever I can to compensate him.
I hope he doesn't forget me.

Lastly, MY CUTE COUSINS! =D

Female is Rinns and male is Giggs.
Giggs is the elder brother of Rinns, they are just 1 year different.
Don't you think that they are so adorable?
Share with you one thing, Giggs looked exactly like me, when I am young.
When I looked at my baby photo, and I compare with his baby photo, we looked miraculously and scarily alike.
I will show you all one day, when I manage to dig out my photos. =D

As for my Mum, she doesn't want to take picture.
She is equally as great, nope, doubly, triply as great as them.
She is my only one that I cannot live without.
My husband has to allow me to let my mum stay with me, no matter what.
So, someone must know what to do.
LOL, that's too far away.
DANG! Whatever~! =.=

Anyway, I answered DM.
Let nature takes it's course.
Goodnight people.
Love is in the air~

Infuriated!

I am angry now, look at the time, I have yet to sleep.
I am talking on the phone with MeiEn, and I really have things to say.

I am a person who cherish my friends a lot, so I am willing to help them when they are feeling down.
I also know that my friends are softhearted, in a nice way to say.
Or in other words, weak.
They are not those people who can withstand any misfortune or unhappiness, they will just break down and cry and think of things to end their life.
They are just so vulnerable, mostly.

To people who hurt them, look at the words clearly in my blog.
If you ever hurt any one of them, I will get even with you.
I will try all my means to let you get the retribution that you deserve.
I am not being unreasonable, but I will do whatever I can to protect my friend, provided that they are the ones who are in grievance.

Think about it when you hurt them, you might feel good, but they are the ones that YOU CLAIM YOU LOVE.
But why hurt them, don't you think that you just are being childish?
We are indifferent, we are just humans, homo-sepians.
We might be different in our family background, gender, age, character and personality, but to think of that, we are in no difference as we are named as human.
We totally have the rights to protect ourselves from being hurt, even from our love ones.
Get it?
So what if you are the boyfriend/girlfriend, best friends or whatsoever, we should be treated equally and fairly.
Don't always think of yourself first, LOVE IS SELFLESS.
If you are always thinking of yourself first, you don't fit to say that YOU LOVE ANYONE.
If this is the way you treat your SO-CALLED LOVE ONES, you should seriously think about it, your wrong doings.

Anyway, at the end of it, you will have everyone giving you a weird look as you are the one who hurt the people that you so-called love them.
And what about the people you hurt?
They have a bunch of friends caring for them, loving them as doubled of your love.
YOU, will only get looked down by people because THIS IS HOW YOU TREAT YOUR LOVE ONES.
Use your common sense and think, SMART PEOPLE.

I am not being arrogant or full of myself, but this is just unacceptable, especially it is happening on my love ones.
I really can't stand people doing this, do you think you will gain anything by doing this?
What do you gain? Money? Women/Men? Love? Sex? Friends?
NO! You gain nothing, and in fact, you will lose everything eventually.

To my love ones, don't cry over such matters.
Remember, you always have me and your friends around you caring and loving you.
I am a good listener, as you all know, tell me, and I can share your burden.
LOVE YOU YEAH! =D
SMILING OVER SAD THINGS, MAKES YOU A STRONGER PERSON.
Trust me, it do works.
Though it's hard, but you have to do it, because you still have a long way to go, no point thinking of things happened.
So what if it happened, and it's a big matter, we still have to lead our life.
There are so many things we have to go through in our chapters of life, all these are just experiences that make us understand life and see through life.
Cheer up, there are so many things that we can pend for.
LOVE YOU YEAH! =D

*I am sorry for my harsh post, but my friends, family and DM are important. If anyone hurt them, I will try all my means to protect them with my life.

The Answer

Hey people, I am here to blog again.
I don't want to go for English Supplementary tomorrow, kind of bored though.
Some more, I am really very tired, I've been sleeping at 1am and wake up at about 7am almost everyday.
Yesterday, right after my buffet at SAKAE SUSHI, I went to bed straightaway after I reached home.
This tiredness is hectic, is unbearable and is uncontrollable.

Anyway, after much thought, I've thought of an answer.
However, DM is very tired today, so I did not tell him my decision.
He told me to tell him tomorrow, so, tomorrow will be the day.
That means... MeiEn should know. =D
Well, hope I did not make the wrong decision and I would not regret.
Especially when I know this is a crucial period, I must know my focus point.
Pray hard that it is the right one, please.

A laughable thing to say, my SIM card has problem.
My singing teacher's contact was saved under DM's contact, and I thought it was him.
So, I kept sending messages that are kind of weird to my teacher, and making myself embarrass big time.
Fortunately, my teacher did not understand a thing I said, and I did not say anything about The Answer.
Phew, sweat off~

Goodnight people, off I go to sleep.
Sweet dreams, and wish MeiEn happy 6th Months! ( 19th ) =D
Tomorrow's a brand new day=D

Early~

Look at the time now, according to schedule, I should be home after 4.
However, being the first one to finish the assignments given by Mrs. Tan, I am home now.
Wow~ I feel good! =D
Others are still in school doing their work.

Today, Mum won't be at home until tomorrow morning, so that means I am alone till tomorrow morning.
Great! I can do things that I want yet forbidden by her.
Don't worry, it's not something bad.

Anyway, about the question that DM asked me 2 days ago, I still have yet thought of an answer.
TX told me to make a wise one, but I am really stuck in between.
My situation is too chaos to make any wise decision now.
I don't feel good at all.
DANG! Let nature takes it's course.

By the way, I am going out for dinner with MeiEn.
It's been long since I eaten dinner with her, and I might stay over at Changi Airport, to study and surf the net.
Still thinking though, not yet decided.
Go off first, to prepare for meeting up with MeiEn. =D
Goodbye people, have a nice day.

What a rush!

Went to school just now, and I got confused with the timing.
I thought it starts at 10, but to clear my doubts, as I felt weird about this time, I asked Manda and Fel.
To my expect, I really remembered wrongly.
It starts at 9, yet I only know it at 8.05, and what's more, I have to wash my hair.
How great, I thought.
I quickly rushed to the toilet, brush my teeth, wash my hair, bathe and wash my face within 20 minutes.
Praise me for my speed, I was quite shocked though, I didn't know that I can be that fast.
Left house at 8.55, as I have to dry my hair.
I dried it within 10 minutes, another speed action, I finish drying my hair for 15 minutes usually.

However, I am still late, because I waited for bus.
I reached school at 9.18, not too bad though, but still late.
So, quickly enter the class, and pick up what I've missed earlier.

This is scary though, I've never met this situation before.
As when I'm late, I do not have to wash my hair, just that coincidental.
Great experience, time and speed is real important.

Rush, rush, rush!!!
WOW!
Okay, that's a bit not right now, I think I am real tired now.
I need some sleep, however, I don't think I will sleep so early.
That's it for today, goodbye people. =D
Have a nice day.

Unable to dream for the time being

I have not yet sleep, knowing that I am having school tomorrow at 10am.
I hate this feeling, when I can't even focus my mind at the right thing.
I am feeling nauseous, definitely not for short while.
I've been feeling this way for 2 days, though not for long hours, but this feeling is making my day an unpleasant one.
Rest assure, I am pure, don't think about things that dirties my purity, it's not good.

Talk to DM just now, on msn.
He asked me a question, and I have been dwelling over it for a long time.
I have not yet answered him, and I do not know how to answer him.
As, if I answered him, and I agreed, I will have to go through a great trauma in my mind.
I have a barrier and an obstacle to overcome.
My mindset and my mum, it's not feeling good when I thought of that.
This mixture of feelings is driving me nuts, I might not be able to take it if it drags.

Anyway, thinking of things that he told me, makes me unable to sleep.
Just like yesterday, he did something that made me smile throughout the day like a retard today.
He is always giving me happiness, for which I feel comfortable with him.
For your information, DM is just my friend, and nothing else.
However, my mum doesn't fancy him that much.
That traumatize me a lot, because I dislike my mum disagrees with my friend, I seem like a sandwich.
Being shelved in between to people, the feeling irks me big time.

Shall not think about it for the time being, I really have to sleep, in order to pay attention in class tomorrow.
Goodnight, what a night! =.=

Self Confession in the middle of crossroads

Went to school today again, for Additional Mathematics as planned.
I felt the sense of accomplishment, great! =)
I managed to finish the questions in a short period of time, without making mistakes.
The feeling is just so... "WOW!"
It's been very long ever since I put in effort to complete questions given to me.
I admit, I am a very lazy person, people around me knew that.
I always think, with my wisdom and talent of being able to remember things easily, I seldom do my homework or even revise.
All I know, is just to procrastinate.
However, time and again, the results on my report book proved me wrong.
I am really disappointed.

My path in front of me, unclear.
I have not yet define what is the path I am on now.
I know that it's really time for me to study, however, what I have been thinking, are plans after my O Level, this and that.
I did not focus my vision on things that are nearer than me, what I've been doing is thinking of things that are comparably impractical.
How great, what a good job you've done, BENITA.

MUM had been pinning much hope on me, hoping me not to follow her path when she was young.
I really want to do her proud, but, can I?
Well, it depends on how much determination am I input to my mind.
Trying hard to, but there's an inner, unknown strength pulling me back.
What can I do?

School for the whole week~!

Just came back from school, had Additional Mathematics remedial today.
After a long term giving up of this subject, I finally had regained some confidence in attempting Logarithm questions.
Hopefully, Mrs. Tan can revise Differentiation, the topic that I missed out most.

Anyway, I have to go back to school for the whole week.
Monday, Tuesday and Thursday have to go back to school for Additional Mathematics, and Wednesday and Friday for English.
This will be a bit havoc, but still, I appreciate my teachers' effort in calling us back for remedial classes.
Though this will tired me out, however, for my future, I will hang in there.
Buck up! =D

I am off to do my Trigonometric Functions questions, goodbye people =)

I am back! =)

I am back to blogging, after clearing my messy life.
My life is still in a mess though, but at least, it's better. =)

My GCE O Level Examinations is in 4 months time, and it's really time for me to pull up my socks and study.
I have been real slacking, though I did listen in class.
I have lots of problems in my studies, my A Math Differentiation, Literature Unseen and To Kill A Mockingbird, Social Studies Globalisation and many more.
These are things that I missed out during my competition period.
Lots of times with my friends have been replaced by those rehearsals and trainings, that made my life turns upside down.
I am trying to blog in perfect English, so if I made any grammatical error, please tell me alright?

I am not going to put up tagboard, unless a lot of people requesting for it.
I might not have time to edit my blogskin yet, so do forgive me alright? =)
Hopefully, I can edit it within this June Holiday, and leave it as it is until my O Level Examination ends.
Good day people, goodbye! =D