I’ve lost myself in music to the point where I don’t have any interest in the rest of the world - T.O.P

Sunday, February 27, 2011

MY heart.

Heart.Beat.
My heart is beating, I can hear it.
Whenever I'm with you, I feel so happy.
However, we are just friends.
Just. Friends.

I like you, since the second time I saw you.
I enjoy teasing you, I enjoy making fun of you.
I love to see how blur you are.
I enjoy your smiles.
I love your voice, it's so special and so heartwarming.
My mum loves it too, that's important as well.

We met because of music, started off being strangers.
Never conversed, but managed to call each others names without asking when we first talked.
When we are beside each other, I feel so far from you.
Because you are much taller than me.
But I manage to feel close to you, when we both sing...

Music is our connection.
Correction, my connection to you.
I feel you, your presence, your everything.
But to you, I'm may be just a friend.
Or worse, just a little sister to you.

What's a relationship? I don't know.
What's love? I have no idea.
How to communicate with people properly? I have no freaking a clue.
Seriously, you said that you are not worthy of me if we were to be together.
However, I thought it another way.

Now, I'm officially letting go.
I know that it's impossible, because I feel that it's impossible.
No point hanging on to something which doesn't belong to me.
What's more, others think that you are suitable with another girl.

I know that you wouldn't read this. No one would read this.
Just. Wanna blog about it.
At least, I felt better.
Nights. :')

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

POWER DUET!

Haven't been coming up to post because school's been a tiring one for me.
ANYWAY! I do have a purpose coming up here!

People who added me on Facebook know that I'm currently undergoing a competition organised by Mediacorp!
It's called Power Duet 《K歌2擊隊》, where 2 people come together and we sing duets!
So, me and Daryl just went for the audition to try our luck.
Well, lady luck has been with us for that, we got in!
The recording of the Preliminary Round has been conducted and recorded, and thankful to say, WE GOT THROUGH TO THE QUARTER-FINAL!

Anyway, this is Me and Daryl :)

It's just an experience, that's something that we reminded ourselves constantly...
Therefore, we enjoyed every moment that we are on stage singing, conveying our music to the listeners and audiences~
No competition, just for the sake of passion for music!

HOWEVER! We are not gonna just sing to people who we know.
WE ARE INVITING YOU!!!!! YES YOU! To our quarter-final!

Information -
Date: 6th March 2011
Time: 6PM - 10.30PM
Venue: Mediacorp Studio 1 (there will be people bringing you in, no worries :) )
Our Group Name: DBX 東北弦 ( A similar pronunciation as North-East Line in Mandarin :D)
What to bring: Yourself and your voice to help us in cheering!!

Interested parties, please do visit our page at HERE!
You have to 'LIKE' the page to view information though :)
It's our alternative platform to express our music as we will be uploading videos of us practicing and singing!
SO STAY TUNE AND THANKS A LOT!

Alternatively, you can comment at this post if you are interested in going :D

P.S, So sorry, I got it wrongly. We got into the quarter finals I mean. So sorry for the wrong information >.<

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Hectic life I have.

School has only OFFICIALLY started for 3 days, and I'm falling sick.
It got worse, to be truthful.
Was already sick before Chinese New Year, got better during Chinese New Year, and got worse from Monday onwards.
This sucks, seriously.
I wonder if it is my problem for not resting during break times when I hasn't had enough sleep the day before.
I was doing assignments like mad, not knowing the time and just constantly doing.

I haven't felt this for a long time, I WAS like this, back in Primary School.
The passion to study, the urge to do well.
Hell, I hope I was like this last year.

Life is now different, when I started to REALLY pull up my socks and chased all the way...
But it seems like my body is telling me to slow down because I have TOO many things to do...
Tell me what to do?
I really need to buck up and strive for the best!
Next year is an important year...

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

New school term :)

School started 2 weeks ago, and I'm starting to dread it.
Oh well, I know it's plain useless to whine and complain over it.
It's my choice to walk this path, I cannot regret.
I'm not regretting either :)
It's just, tired...

So, freshmen are in, the school is lively and of course, noisy again.
Ha ha, I'm gonna feel young because of them, despite me going to enter a phase of life soon!
Yeah, SOON!!! :)
Can't wait yo! :)
Blah blah blah!

Wasn't feeling too good yesterday, but it was yesterday.
And the reason for me feeling down was stupid, unreasonable and immature.
Can't help it, I couldn't really get out of it, still.
However, I believe that I will, soon :)
I'm gonna be 18, and I have to act like one!

Anyway, I have a junior who got famous in the first day of school.
Nope, wait, I should say that she's infamous because she commented that my school girls are ugly, she couldn't take it.
Oh well, good for her man, since she's SO confident about her looks.
Good luck to her in Touch Rugby team :)

HAPPY RABBIT YEAR IN ADVANCE YO! :D