I’ve lost myself in music to the point where I don’t have any interest in the rest of the world - T.O.P

Sunday, January 31, 2010

School's orientation.

Had my school orientation on Thursday and Friday, thus not being able to update my blog.
It's tiring, more tiring that studying, as stated on my plurk and twitter.
Oh well, I like my school. :)
It might not be the most prestigious Junior College, but at least, the people there are down to Earth and they are awesome. :)
So yeah, I'm kinda happy over there.

Our school's orientation is stretched to a 7 days period, and it's tiring for the 1st 2 days.
We have to sit in the hall for 2 hours and LISTEN.
Yeah, LISTEN.
I feel like sleeping.
I just can't wait for school to start officially, so that I can start studying.
I dread of wasting time at home and outside, not doing things that aren't really beneficial for me.

Anyway, I finally danced, like after 6 years.
After orientation in school, I went for trial lesson in my school's dance club.
Ballet, it's like an oh so long history.
Having aches now, like serious aches as I went to Airport on Friday too.
Chased all the way to hotel too.
This is the first time I've done it and I am never going to do it again unless Big Bang, Brown Eyed Girls, 2NE1, Oneday or some more people whom I like real loads visits Singapore, then I'll do it.
So, yeah. End of chasing story.
LOL!

Going off now, gotta catch some breather before I faint.
Haven't been feeling real well these few days. :x
Bye!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

FINALLY!

Tomorrow's the first day of school!
I mean, tomorrow's the orientation day.
I'm kinda looking forward to it, yet kinda reluctant of going.
I have yet to adjust my sleeping time, I'm afraid that I can't wake up on time.
7.30 am to report, this is crazy.
I mean, LITERALLY CRAZY.

Anyway, I've entered Serangoon Junior College.
Feel shock? But I'm fine with it.
I like this school though, and many of my classmates are going to this school.
Unbelievable but yeah, blah blah blah...
I'm so tired, but I won't sleep now.
I'll wait till later, when I'm much sleepy, then I'll be able to fall asleep fast and able to wake up on time. :)
Therefore, bye! :D

Friday, January 22, 2010

Emotional Post...? NOT!

I deleted a folder of pictures, containing me and a person, 2 months ago.
I don't know who this person is, he seems ugly to me.
I have no idea why I have so much of his pictures with me, but yeah.
I have them, just like that.
I kept them in my recycle bin though, as I heard some stories, and I feel that I wanna retrieve those buried memories.
However, I accidentally emptied the recycle bin and the pictures were gone.
I thought that I would feel sad, but I am relieved, in fact, happy. :)
This might be God's will, to let this Pandora box remain unopened for the rest of the life.

Oh well, the end.
I don't know you either, what do you expect me to blog about this person who doesn't even exist in my life.
Lame, I know.
But I wonder why I have this thoughts and I have to spit it out.
It's contaminating my mind. :x
Bye people!
Bye whatever :D

Thursday, January 21, 2010

SHOPPING! :D

HEYO HEYO HEYO!!!
I wish everyone a happy shopping day!
LOL!
Alright, no such thing but I enjoyed my shopping trip yesterday, TOTALLY! :D
With Dearest Amanda WEEWEEWEE!!! :D
Love calling her surname when I am playing slide!
Hahahah! Just kidding!
I love you girl, alright? :D:D:D

Spent around $120 yesterday and my legs were aching as we walked real long.
Shall start from the beginning. :)
Met her at 1330, was slightly later as I have some preparations to do.
I miss her real loads, she slimmed down, me too.
LOL! So thick skin, but it's the truth. :x
Boarded the train and headed over to Orchard.
Updated with each other about our recent activities.
I envy her for being able to work, I didn't really get to work in this holiday.
I totally hate those employers when they say they don't hire people with no working experience.
I mean, excuse me, no one is willing to give me the chance to earn experience, like I will have working experience popping out from nowhere.

Anyway, continue continue! :)
Alighted at Orchard, headed over to Wisma Atria and bought a dress.
Cheap though, $17.45 :D
Weird pricing right? There's reason for it, but I'm lazy to type.
So, yeah, continue. HEEHEE! :D
Headed to Ngee Ann City, and ate Japanese food.
We have common likings, CHICKEN SKIN!
I know I've quit such stuff for a very long time, but I ate it yesterday.
Feel damn contented though :p
Took picture with my Fujifilm Instax Mini, I gave one film to Manda. :)
Continued walking and roaming, Zara's having sales but all in Medium or Large.
I can fit NONE! NONE! NONE!!!
Gosh, don't like it! :x

Head over to Far East Shopping Centre (FESC), bought loads of stuff. :D:D:D
1 Jacket and 2 leggings for $39.90. :)
Cheap right? Anyway, they are in special designs! :D:D
Couldn't find heels that I like and it's comfortable at FESC, and Manda found one but don't have her size.
So, headed over to Suntec City.
Entered Rubi and bought the heels that I like.
$49.95, but I think it's worth it. :)
Gorgeously designed and comfortable. :)
Bought Tea Leaf Eggs and eat.
LOL! We have so many common interest and favourites. :)

Took bus 36 to Changi Airport for a late dinner.
Wanted to eat at Popeye, but there were too many people.
So, ended up in McDonald's.
Chatted and stuff. Love yesterday! <3
Cam-whore-d in the toilet, pictures all not in hand yet.
Will find one time to grab them from facebook! :D:D
Parted and headed home.
Meet up soon alright? :D
LOVE YOU! :D:D

Reached home and wasting time in process.
Ha ha ha!
Hmm, that's all, I guess(?)
Heehee! :)
Oh, I did mention in my previous post about the emotional post gonna be posted up soon right?
I totally forgotten about it!
Sorry! Will write that post soon, I promise.
But not today, I'm having headache but I don't wanna sleep.
Don't want! Don't want! Don't want!!! :D:D
Going off now!!!! Bye!

P.S, 2AM's new songs are awesome, especially 'To Her'.
Love the rap especially! Hahaha!
Jagiya knows why! :D:D *blush

P.S.S, my Instant Camera is AWESOME! I want you to be jealous!
Hahaha! :P BYE!

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Busy busy!

Hey there!
Sorry for not updating regularly, I wonder if anyone reads my blog anyway...
Anyway! I was busy these few days!
Ben Bro's Birthday Party, Swimming with MeiEn Lovelove, M'sia trip and stuff!
Oh well, I don't think I would want to blog EVERY DETAILS out as I find it boring, you might too right? :D
I'll do an overall summary :)

Ben Bro's Birthday Party overall was kinda okay, just that I dislike it for some reason.
Pardon me, if I can take it, I would.
However, I'm born to not able to take it.
Sorry if I threw much tantrum there because my lungs aren't good and I easily get headache because of that.
Of course, there are much things happened and nothing can be said.
I'd just wanna say, it's better to talk it out.

Swimming with MeiEn Lovelove = AWESOME! :D
It's been a long time I last met her, we both changed in terms of talking and mentality.
However, we can recognise each other as we didn't change much in physical appearance.
Swam for 1 and a 1/2 hour, and I didn't swim 5 laps!
This is crazy, but yeah, I have to overcome something in my heart first.
Went for lunch after swimming at Tampines Mall's Swensen's, and it wasn't awesome at all.
The food sucks, standard can no longer be found.
Hate it, but other branches are still alright.
So, just don't patronise TM's Swensen's if you don't wanna waste money. :)

I forgot what I did on Saturday, so just leave it. :)
Sunday, went to Malaysia.
It was an eating trip, literally.
I'm afraid of eating meat now, so afraid.
Yucks!
Blah blah blah, didn't do much of course, as it was an EATING TRIP! >.<

Yesterday, was supposed to meet Stephanie for Ice Cream but didn't go in the end.
I watched 'I Am Sam' till 3 in the morning and have to wake up at 10 to start preparing, I can't manage to stay awake so I turned it down.
Sorry Jagiya, we'll have it today! :D:D
AWESOME! :D
So, I was surfing net and wasting time at home, AGAIN!

Today, am going to get prepared for Ice Cream with JAGIYA! :D
So, I better get going :D
See you people!

Tonight will have a damn harsh and kinda emotional post coming up.
For a person who's always sensitive about what I'm saying, it's not you definitely :)
It's someone you know and you know what haopen. :)

P.S, my Polaroid Camera is coming!
CAN'T WAIT! :D

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Hate it.

I hate it, hate it real much.
I should really bring an oxygen tank EVERYWHERE I go.
Ass.
So irritating that people just smoke in a closed area.
Hello, please be considerate.
Like as if everyone likes the disgusting smell of nicotine and tobacco.
I'm having serious headache, I feel that my brain is lack of clean oxygen.
It's so polluted.

Argh, whatever.
Bye.

P.S, I'm going to change my blogskin soon.
Trying to find time to take nice pictures. :)
And, I wanna buy a Polaroid Camera. :D

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Finally back.

I'm finally back here, blogging.
Got back my results, and I'm not really happy about it.
I merely got 4 distinctions, and that's really below my expectations.
However, I have to walk on with it.
This will be a lesson for me, never take one's intelligence for granted.
Everything comes with hard work, just like singing and piano.
So, I'm going to do homework when my school starts.

Oh, what bull shit.
I haven't even decide which Junior College I wanna go.
Hell retarded.
My aggregate isn't that great as I couldn't enter ANY of the Junior Colleges that I wanted.
To be truthful, that's really bad.
I don't wanna go poly, because I don't really start a career THIS early.
There's too many things I want that and it's difficult for me to decide now.
However, I kinda know my direction.
It's time for me to plan. :)

No matter what school am I going to enter, it'll be a brand new start.
As long as I have the flame of determination, I'll be able to succeed. :)
I'm going to work extra hard to brush up my English!
Ray! Teach me how to speak good English and enunciate the words!!! :D:D:D
Hmm, I wonder will he see it, but blah blah blah.
WHATEVER! :D

Anyway, just came back from Marina Barrage.
Star gazing is awesome!!
But, the 'story' of stars are kinda scary, but interesting. :)
I feel like studying Astronomy.
Blah! Stop these nonsense BENITA!
There are too many things that I wanna learn, I wouldn't have time.
Whatever!

I'm going off now, it's getting late.
Goodnight people! :D

Saturday, January 2, 2010

End

I think I shall stop blogging for the time being.
I need time to think.
I need time to learn.
I need time to work.
I need time to grow.

I will be back, but I'm not sure when will it be.
However, I will be back for sure.
Hopefully when I'm back, I'll bring back good news. :)
Ditto. :)