D-Day: Guangzhou, here I come!

4 and a half more hours to be at the airport, and I'll be off to Guangzhou with Team Shanghai Dolly and Guinness people!
I'm excited and nervous, as it's my first time going to China.

Yes, it's my first time. And I don't get to go overseas frequently due to my family's financial status.
I've been to Hong Kong twice and Taiwan twice, and the 3 out of the 4 times of my trip, I'm with my school.
I'm serious, this is how bad my situation is.

I've been on a frequent trip to Genting, but it's only Malaysia, it's nowhere far and I don't spend when I go there.
Though I envy those people who've been to faraway lands like The European Countries and The States, I've never asked mum why can't I go to such places because I know that I can't.
Or I should say, we can't.

I don't blame mum, it isn't her fault.
I don't even quarrel with her when I can't go to a lot of places because I understand what kind of a situation am I in.
Hence, I would grab hold of chances to go overseas with my school, as school's trips are heavily subsidised and I don't usually need to pay for the trip, apart from my expenses over there.

Therefore, I'm really excited and am greatly appreciative of Guinness to allow me and my group to go over to Guangzhou as my team, Team Shanghai Dolly, is the leading group in November.
You know, I've never been so lucky in my life that I would ever be sponsored to go overseas, I'm grateful.
Really.

Anyway, I'm not gonna sleep as I don't wanna be grumpy in the morning due to lack of sleep.
Bye everyone, see you all when I'm back! <3

GUINNESS LIVE 2011 Part 1 :)

As the title suggested, I'm here to talk about one of the biggest event that is happening!
Organised by GUINNESS, and partnering with St. James and Funkie Monkies Productions,

GUINNESS LIVE 2011

The audition took place on last Saturday, 15 October 2011, at FM Pop Music School.
I'm not aware of this event at all, as I have not been using the computer for quite some time (that explains my absence from the cyber world, except for twitter, sorry! :x), and what's more, this event is only widely spread through music schools and people that are already performing in gigs, therefore I'm ignorant of this.
TOTALLY ignorant of that.
I only got to know about the audition just a day before it.
Hence, without much preparation, I went into the room with a wee bit of confident, and sang the song that I'm super familiar with. (yes, it's the same old oldies that I've been loving)
Things went on kinda smoothly (that's what I think).
And Eric laoshi knows that I've participated in Campus Superstar (but it's definitely not due to this reason, I'm serious).
I'm in the top 12! (it's really a coincidence, because I have affinity with top 12, like seriously. LOL!)

Anyway! Introducing to you, GUINNESS LIVE 2011 TOP 12! With our mentors! :D


And with Eric Ng!

This was taken in Dragonfly@St. James Power Station.
Love how the photos were taken, it's very Guinness-y.

And here's my personal shoot! Please please please ignore that bump on my chin, hormonal change!!! :(

And yes, I'm the youngest in the 12.
However, I'm happy to say that I'm not the kid of the bunch.

Oh! And here's my group:

Left to Right: Regine, Benita (ME!), Aydan (My long lost brother) and Jeremy

TEAM SHANGHAI DOLLY! And we have Team Dragonfly and Team Firefly, but let me be a little bias and talk about my group first all right! Will talk about the other groups in my next post! :D


And our mentor, who's in the middle: WILLIAM SCORPION!
I bet you have no idea what's his age, because we have no idea as well!
But my verdict is that, he doesn't look old at all.
And I love his accent when he speaks English and Cantonese!
I really wanna speak as well as him! (gah, this reminds me that I have to practise my singing =.=)
With his 28 years of singing experience, I believe our group is gonna learn and grow a lot!
I really wanna improve on my stage presence, I feel that I'm lacking something. (sigh!)

Just to side track a little, have you noticed that I claimed Aydan as my long lost brother?
It's not a joke or what, but there are comments made by others, saying that we look alike.
Not identical, but our features are somewhat similar.
Even my mum says that we look alike, except our jawlines.
This is kinda insane, but it has really happened.

So, as I was saying about stage presence and growing,
Starting from 1st November, every Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday, at



These 3 outlets respectively, at 10pm, be part of Guinness Live 2011!
Join us and watch us improve in this 4 months! :D

Food for thought.

Something that I've posted 2 days ago, here sharing with you guys :)

Try to see things at a brighter side, and you'll see the light. Do everything with a smile, and all will be worthwhile :)

I love what I'm currently going through now, even though I'm still lacking a lot of things, I'm thankful for what I've got.

It takes a lot, for me to reach such a state.
Finally,
I'm not feeling inferior.
I'm no longer emotional.
I'm in fact smiling everyday.

This is something that I've always wanted, to smile and laugh with confidence.
I'm definitely going to continue this, and no one is gonna take that smile away from me :)
Hope that everyone can laugh with all your might, because a happy person makes a pretty person :D

I'm Back! Sort of~

Haven't been blogging, not that I've lost touch of blogging, just that I don't have the time to.
From the start of June Holiday, I haven't gotten a time to really rest a little.
Received a shocking news which led me grieving even now, couldn't go to school because I was at Great-Granny's wake for the first week of June Holiday.
It's been 3 weeks, but I'm not letting go, completely.
Takes time to do so, because she's been with me ever since I was born.

When I see my grandma crying and saying that her mum is gone, my heart aches real badly.
It's like, she's received 72 years of love from her mum and she was all healthy before she passed away.
It's really something that isn't easy to let go of.
But well, life and death isn't something that any one of us can control.
So... Yeah.

And life goes on, with knowing that I didn't do well for my Mid Year papers.
Seriously, all these just made me gave up on working hard.
I'm sick and tired of all these, hope to quit school right now.
Thinking of it for 3 weeks, and the thought of it is strong, still.
Damn. Sick. And. Tired. Of. All. Those. Useless. Studying.

And the only motivation for me to go to school is Dance Practise.
Full-stop.


Whatever. Stop this shit Benita.
Goodnight people.
Hate to say this, but I hate school.

Mr. Taxi

I'm gonna learn this dance soon...
Just wait ;)

It must put to an end.

It's late at night, yet I can't seem to fall asleep.
The feeling is really suffocating me, I can't seem to get over it.
Tears been falling, non-stop.
I couldn't stop it from rolling down my cheeks, it seemed like a spoiled tap.

I think, it's time.
Friday the 13th, a great start with a miserable end.
I think, it's time.
Time to say, goodbye.

To you, thank you for the memories that you've given me.
All the days when we whats-app together, the times when you cheered me up when I'm down.
Those days were really great, even though it seemed really far-fetched and unreal.
I've grown feelings for you, and I guess it's the time to let go.
It's really tough for me, because my feelings got deeper.
I have no idea if all your words to me are genuine pieces or not, I'll treat it as it is.
Please don't break the little trust I had in you, leave it as a beautiful memory.
At least, I feel that someone actually cares for me.
I felt that I'm being cared for, at once.

I've always been guessing if it was just a game that you wanted to play.
Thinking if it's a bet that you had with your friends.
I never asked as I hate knowing it all my doubts are proven to be true.
I wished that I'm being paranoid.
I hope that I am.

Days passed, and I guess everything has died down.
Your life should have been back onto track, while mine has been lost track a little.
I'm quite naive, because I'm really inexperienced in relationship.
Never had a boyfriend before, had never once tried being love by a guy.
Was never being cared for, was never being seen as a girl by any guy.
Your presence made me feel that I can be a normal girl as well.
But, it's coming to an end.

You will be back to who you are, and I will searching for myself.
I will be fine, like I've always said, though I've never been fine.
It's just another dream, I guess.
夢醒了，日子照樣過。
Life goes on...
Goodbye, thanks for everything.

Edited: 11.40am
But, I just can't seem to let go of it.
Shouldn't have fallen in the first place, but it's just a feeling that strikes.
Well...

SR DANCE TEAM!

It's quite a random one, but I really want to dedicate this post to my lovely SR Dance Team!
I love you guys a lot, really :)

How weird it is when I rant about not being able to bond with them and all on my blog...
But hey, we are closer now and we are some sort of a lovely family <3
True enough, I was the one not being able to open up, causing a lot of people to misunderstand me and so.
This is just me, so pardon me, I take a longer to open up...
Blame it on my past experiences >.<

But really, I love you guys!
I love this big family!
Our irritating, but fun and loving Dance Instructor Mr Dan,
Our never-fail-to-be-sarcastic teacher-in-charge Ms Tan and Ms Tan and Ms Tan,
Our caring new teacher-in-charge Mrs Tan,
and our lovely, fun, crazy, eccentric and whatsoever descriptive vocabulary that you can use to describe our family members :
SR DANCERS!

Man, how I wish to list down all the names, but the list is too long eh :x
Forgive me if I didn't list down all, I tend to get lazy at times like that, especially when I'm sick >.<
Yeah, sick again! ARGH! :(

Seriously, I took part in 6 SYF central judging ( 2 for Guzheng in Primary School, 3 for Choir in Primary and Secondary School and 1 for Dance in Junior College),
and I have to admit that this year's SYF is the most memorable one to me.
No pun intended, but really, it's really the most memorable one.
Maybe because of the pain, the blood, the sweat, and all moments that we had together...
We encourage each other when we feel damn frustrated with ourselves, we cared for each other when we're injured, and we helped each other when we missed some practices (Okay, it's all about me >.<)
however, it's these gestures that made us feel that we are not alone.
We are a team.
WE ARE A FAMILY! :D



I know that I'm not a good dancer, in terms of techniques, lines, movements, expressions and even the commitment in it, but I told myself that I will improve.
Indeed, I can say that I've practiced what I preached.
From a person who knows nuts about contemporary, could not even do splits, till now that I'm able to do some :)
But I'm still trying hard, to be much better than this, because I found my passion in it.

I think Arts is my life, since young :)
Started singing at the age of 3, learning the piano at age of 4 but stopped and continued at 16, playing the guzheng at the age of 7, I never know that I love to dance...
Learnt Chinese Ballet at the age of 10, and all sorts of genre of dance like Hip Hop and Jazz, but I still find no passion in it.
It's only when I entered SR Dance, met Mr Dan, this is then I realised that I love to dance.
I've said this before in our Heart-To-Heart-Talk session, but Imma say it once again...
It's Mr Dan who made me found passion in dancing :)
THANK YOU MR DAN!

Thank you dancers, Thank you Mr Dan, Thank you Ms Tans and Mrs Tan!
Thanks for making this happen and enabling us to clinch a Gold in this year's SYF!
I love you guys and hope that you guys love me too!
And sorry to make you guys read such a long and wordy post...
I don't camwhore as much as you guys do eh >.<
But still, I thank you guys to read up till the end (if you guys really do), LOVE YOU!

XOXO,
Benita!!!!!!! AHNEEMACHIMAEH~~~~~

Slow.

Some people read my tweets and I guess you guys would know, I fell.
Fell 3/4 times in 5 days, and I have no idea how in the world I fell.
I'm serious about it, because when I'm running or dancing, I'm not afraid that I will fall, or I would say I believed that I won't fall.
But I fell.

I'm not being paranoid about what I've assumed, and I guess I was right.
Will try to prove my point soon.

Anyway, my left foot is bandaged, again.
I guess, it's somehow a sign from God, that it's time for me to slow down.
My fast pace life has enabled me to forget to look back, unable to reflect upon my experiences.
Well, in Singapore, I doubt ANYONE has the chance to do so either.
Everything is too fast here, and to be honest, I'm unhappy here.
Shall talk about that in another post.

Time to go for school now, though it's raining.
Bye...

Peaceful :)

It's 4.03AM and I can't fall asleep...
Hmm, I have no idea why, but I guess it's the nap that I took in the afternoon that made me wide awake now.
Therefore, I'm here to blog a little... :)

What a peaceful night, no noise, no whatever shit that is harassing and disturbing this peaceful night.
I love it, because I can think with all my mind.
I love it, because I can enjoy what I'm doing now.
With no noise pollution, I'm enjoying what I love most, MUSIC :)


It's my best friend, my perfect companion when I'm alone, when I'm at lost, and when I'm feeling super down.
I thank for the creation of music, it makes me not feeling lonely.
THANK YOU! :D

Currently listening to DBSK/TVXQ/Tohoshinki's JOURNEY, featuring SNSD/SoNyeoShiDae/Girl's Generation's SeoHyun :)
It's a breeze to listen to such an upbeat song at such a timing, such peaceful environment.
I'm enjoying every single beat, every single note <3

Well, guess I've made my piece, goodnight people! <3

Happiness :)

“沒痛過又怎會知道快樂是多麽難能可貴？”
I can truly understand this feeling, as quoted from my friend, my life's like a roller coaster.
Full of ups and downs.
I'm so sorry towards non-Chinese people because I am not really a good translator.
I hope that people who read this and could not understand what those words mean are able to find people with good translating skills to help! :)

We, as humans, are always experiencing things our entire lives.
You will never always be fortunate, nor you will always be suffering.
'No Pain, No Gain' is something that I believed, always believe and still believing.
Going through competitions like Campus Superstar in 2009 made me stronger.
It made me learn that there will always be people better than me, and I've got to work harder.
Complacency will lead me to failure eventually.
It's painful, I know.
I was young, and still young, yet I have to experience things that others might not have experienced when they are my age.
However, I'm blessed.

I thank God for giving me all these challenges in life.
It made me a different person, whatever I do and whatever I say don't make me a 17.
People find me rather scary, but I guess I love the way I am.
Though I might not have a happy and cheerful childhood, but at least I know that because I fell hard before, I can stand up faster than anyone.
Cool, isn't it?! :D

There are times when I feel like giving up, asking myself why am I so bad at doing things that I like.
Why am I so unlucky and why are there things like bias and unfairness...etc
But seriously, this IS life, isn't it?
It boils down to the word, PASSION.
Do you have the passion in doing the things that you are doing now?
You give up isn't because of things that happened on you, you give up because your passion towards something isn't strong enough to anchor you to withstand unforeseen circumstances that might happen!
So, are you going to give up?
If yes, then don't tell anyone that you love doing something and you have passion in it.
Because you simply don't.

I started singing at the age of 3, I'm going 18 now.
I fell so hard during Campus Superstar 2009 and many other competitions, but do you see me giving up?
It's a good 15 years of love and passion towards singing and music.
I know that arts is in me, it's in my blood.
I live with it, and I WILL shine through it :)

So, for the people who fell, don't give up okay??
There are hell lot of chances and opportunities waiting for you in the future!
Don't EVER let these little stumbles in your life create an obstacle to hinder you!
This is life, but it doesn't mean that we have to give in to fate.
We have to work hard and strive on!
Let's work hard together, okay?? <3

:))

Finally, it's all done.
I can say that I'm undergoing something called 'mixed feeling'.
Shall elaborate more when I'm feeling better because my headache is really bad.
Really, really bad.
Goodbye, going to school now...

Tiramisu :D

Well, I've got to admit that I'm an emotional person, period. :)
I'm always the one, having stupid thoughts.
Friends think that I may be a bad lover because I'm kinda violent.
I hit my guy friends, tease them, scream and shout at them.
But hey, I was told that I'm a romantic person, though I don't show it at all.

I was known to be a candies, chocolate, cakes and ice-cream hater.
Not that I really hate them, but I don't love them.
Partly because of my diet, mainly because they don't really attract me.
I used to love them, but things changed, drastically. :)

But there are exceptions, I like Tiramisu, Blueberry Cheesecake and Dark Chocolate.
And now, here I am telling you about why do I like Tiramisu. :)


First up, it isn't sweet! I'm not fond of sweet things, I'll cringe when I eat sweet things.
I'm serious about it, you can ask around!
I'm not a coffee lover, but I love how coffee makes Tiramisu a wonderful dessert :)

Secondly, it's story behind it.
Tiramisu, an Italian word, it means 'Pick Me Up'.
It was told that this was created during the war period back in I-Don't-Know-Many hundred years ago.
Men have to fight for the country during the war, and one wife is afraid that her husband would be hungry during the journey.
Being not-very-rich, she used biscuits, coffee and crumbs to make this snack, which is now known as Tiramisu.
She named this snack Tiramisu, which implied that she wants her husband to bring her with him.
The memories they had, the love that they have.
*Pardon my English, down with 5 medicines with 3 making me drowsy :( *

Thirdly, I'm touched by the story behind it.
I have no idea why, but I will do this for my husband.
I have this fantasy of co0king dinner for my husband every night, helping to tie his tie for him.
We'll sing together and we'll have our songs.
Our story, our song. :)

This is me, a person who doesn't really show what am I thinking about.
I have no past relationship experience, therefore I do not know how to be a sweet girl.
I yearned to be loved, but this takes time. :/
Oh well, let it be...

Drastically.

I guess the title tells it all.
Yeah, DRASTICALLY.

I've been through one of the toughest times yesterday.
Daryl was with me yesterday, he is the only one who witnessed the emotional breakdown and the only one who truly knew what happened.
What I hope now, is to leave Singapore as soon as possible.
Nothing. Nothing here is memorable.
No.Thing.

You can call me a coward because I'm merely escaping away from the fact that I'm a loser.
Sore loser.
I can't endure this setback which others might deem minor.
Oh well, I'm always escaping.
I have no courage, no bravery to back me up.
I'm alone.
Lonely.
A loner.

I doubt anyone would understand why would I have such feeling.
I'm alone, always.
沒什麽值得留戀，好想趕緊離開。
到一個適合我的地方，一個懂得欣賞我的美的地方。

MY heart.

Heart.Beat.
My heart is beating, I can hear it.
Whenever I'm with you, I feel so happy.
However, we are just friends.
Just. Friends.

I like you, since the second time I saw you.
I enjoy teasing you, I enjoy making fun of you.
I love to see how blur you are.
I enjoy your smiles.
I love your voice, it's so special and so heartwarming.
My mum loves it too, that's important as well.

We met because of music, started off being strangers.
Never conversed, but managed to call each others names without asking when we first talked.
When we are beside each other, I feel so far from you.
Because you are much taller than me.
But I manage to feel close to you, when we both sing...

Music is our connection.
Correction, my connection to you.
I feel you, your presence, your everything.
But to you, I'm may be just a friend.
Or worse, just a little sister to you.

What's a relationship? I don't know.
What's love? I have no idea.
How to communicate with people properly? I have no freaking a clue.
Seriously, you said that you are not worthy of me if we were to be together.
However, I thought it another way.

Now, I'm officially letting go.
I know that it's impossible, because I feel that it's impossible.
No point hanging on to something which doesn't belong to me.
What's more, others think that you are suitable with another girl.

I know that you wouldn't read this. No one would read this.
Just. Wanna blog about it.
At least, I felt better.
Nights. :')

POWER DUET!

Haven't been coming up to post because school's been a tiring one for me.
ANYWAY! I do have a purpose coming up here!

People who added me on Facebook know that I'm currently undergoing a competition organised by Mediacorp!
It's called Power Duet 《K歌2擊隊》, where 2 people come together and we sing duets!
So, me and Daryl just went for the audition to try our luck.
Well, lady luck has been with us for that, we got in!

The recording of the Preliminary Round has been conducted and recorded, and thankful to say, WE GOT THROUGH TO THE QUARTER-FINAL!

Anyway, this is Me and Daryl :)

It's just an experience, that's something that we reminded ourselves constantly...
Therefore, we enjoyed every moment that we are on stage singing, conveying our music to the listeners and audiences~
No competition, just for the sake of passion for music!

HOWEVER! We are not gonna just sing to people who we know.
WE ARE INVITING YOU!!!!! YES YOU! To our quarter-final!

Information -
Date: 6th March 2011
Time: 6PM - 10.30PM
Venue: Mediacorp Studio 1 (there will be people bringing you in, no worries :) )
Our Group Name: DBX 東北弦 ( A similar pronunciation as North-East Line in Mandarin :D)
What to bring: Yourself and your voice to help us in cheering!!

Interested parties, please do visit our page at HERE!
You have to 'LIKE' the page to view information though :)
It's our alternative platform to express our music as we will be uploading videos of us practicing and singing!
SO STAY TUNE AND THANKS A LOT!

Alternatively, you can comment at this post if you are interested in going :D

P.S, So sorry, I got it wrongly. We got into the quarter finals I mean. So sorry for the wrong information >.<

Hectic life I have.

School has only OFFICIALLY started for 3 days, and I'm falling sick.
It got worse, to be truthful.
Was already sick before Chinese New Year, got better during Chinese New Year, and got worse from Monday onwards.
This sucks, seriously.
I wonder if it is my problem for not resting during break times when I hasn't had enough sleep the day before.
I was doing assignments like mad, not knowing the time and just constantly doing.

I haven't felt this for a long time, I WAS like this, back in Primary School.
The passion to study, the urge to do well.
Hell, I hope I was like this last year.

Life is now different, when I started to REALLY pull up my socks and chased all the way...
But it seems like my body is telling me to slow down because I have TOO many things to do...
Tell me what to do?
I really need to buck up and strive for the best!
Next year is an important year...

New school term :)

School started 2 weeks ago, and I'm starting to dread it.
Oh well, I know it's plain useless to whine and complain over it.
It's my choice to walk this path, I cannot regret.
I'm not regretting either :)
It's just, tired...

So, freshmen are in, the school is lively and of course, noisy again.
Ha ha, I'm gonna feel young because of them, despite me going to enter a phase of life soon!
Yeah, SOON!!! :)
Can't wait yo! :)
Blah blah blah!

Wasn't feeling too good yesterday, but it was yesterday.
And the reason for me feeling down was stupid, unreasonable and immature.
Can't help it, I couldn't really get out of it, still.
However, I believe that I will, soon :)
I'm gonna be 18, and I have to act like one!

Anyway, I have a junior who got famous in the first day of school.
Nope, wait, I should say that she's infamous because she commented that my school girls are ugly, she couldn't take it.
Oh well, good for her man, since she's SO confident about her looks.
Good luck to her in Touch Rugby team :)

HAPPY RABBIT YEAR IN ADVANCE YO! :D

Let's Talk!

Hey, how's everything?
I'm not sure if anyone's still reading my blog, but still, I'll continue updating this little blog of mine. :)
ANYWAY!
School's been great, at least I'm happy!
It's like, even though things been rather cliche and boring at the same time, but still, I'm enjoying every moment I'm in!
I love to talk to people who talks to me, I'm loving how well my relationship with people is going on.
I realised, things wouldn't be bad, as long as I walked out of the situation that trapped myself.
Dance is just so AWESOME! :)

Just a short blog though, about the variety which Channel U is currently airing.
Appearance is important, I agree with that.
However, what most Asians do, is to find faults from themselves to improve and be better.
BUT! Some extreme cases are whereby, they are ALWAYS finding RIDICULOUS fault on themselves.
For example, a 166cm height girl weighs 43kg and she thinks that she's fat.
How ridiculous can that be, like I mean, YOU ARE ALREADY underweight.
Don't be stupid!

Okay, I'm always saying that I'm fat, but I think I am at least a reasonable case!
I'm about 159 - 160 cm tall, but I am 48kg.
I WAS ONCE 52KG OKAY!
Well, at least I think, just about 4 more kilograms to lose, and I'm consider healthy and tone :)
I'm not afraid to say it, because I'm happy with how I am now.
What's with the weight and all?
It's all a myth when people say, skinny = pretty (huh? ARE YOU REALLY SERIOUS?)
It's not like you are going to be a celebrity, and not all celebrities are HELL skinny.
WAKE UP!
You HAVE to be yourself and be proud of YOURSELF.

You are a special one, no one can replace and NO ONE can be LIKE you.
Remember this yeah? :)
CHEERS YO!
Adios!

P,S I can't wait for Chinese New Year for I don't know what reason. HEE!

Just Like That! :D

There's this new girl group debuted this year, this month.
I believe that they will rock the new music scene in Korea, they are Piggy Dolls.
The trio adds up to the weight of more than 200 kilograms, but their confidence wins it all.
Moreover, they CAN REALLY SING!

This group reminds me of Big Mama though, as they are similarly, a group that doesn't sell appearance.
Purely, solely, MUSIC :)
I've always liked Big Mama, due to their powerful and emotional vocals.
You guys might think, 'Hey, they aren't pretty and moreover, they aren't appearance-wise appealing! Why would I like them?'
Oh well, I'm just THIS different, don't you think so? :D

I've always been focusing on non-idols, if you guys realised.
The first and main reason that I like/adore/fancy/whatever you can say a singer/group will always be the music quality that they produce.
Vocal-wise to be the first, talents to be the second.
Looks will ALWAYS be something that I would look, that's when you have the talent. :)


Look at them, Piggy Dolls, do you find them ugly?
Well, I don't.
The confidence that they portrait doesn't EVEN show that they are ugly.
At least they don't find themselves ugly!

I want this confidence, just like that!
I may not be skinny, but I'm toned. :)
There may be a lot of clothes for skinny girls to fit in and you girls might look good in it, and a lot of guys loving those skinny girls.
Girls CAN be confident in being skinny, but they can't despise people like ME for the inability of being as skinny as them.
I'm special.
Everyone has their own charms, no one can step on it.
Right? :D

Phew, I'm relieved.
I had this confidence to say what I've been bottling up, and I would like to say, I can be as pretty as any skinny girls out there because I'm confident about myself.
I AM JUST LIKE THAT! :D


Annyeong, Goodbye, Adios! :D

NEW YEAR!

I know that I'm like, LATE.
But nevertheless, HAPPY NEW YEAR~
Oh and anyway, it's not yet the bunny year as it will only be when Chinese New Year says 'Hi' to us yeah?

I'm so sorry that I have not been updating this blog and it's now in Intensive Care Unit.
I don't mean to leave it like this, but I'm really busy.
School Holidays been really fruitful, packed and amazing!
Preparation for Oral Presentation,
Preparation for Singapore Youth Festival 2011 (Dance),
Serangoon Global Classroom Experience (Dance) - TAIWAN!,
And last but not least, WORK!

Encountered many things, many people in the end of year 2010 and I'm really happy!
Many details will be noted down in my little diary, book-wise and HERE!
However, I need to go off now as I have to work later on.

Therefore, once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR AIGHT? :D
Love, Benita!!! <3