I’ve lost myself in music to the point where I don’t have any interest in the rest of the world - T.O.P

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Let's Talk!

Hey, how's everything?
I'm not sure if anyone's still reading my blog, but still, I'll continue updating this little blog of mine. :)
ANYWAY!
School's been great, at least I'm happy!
It's like, even though things been rather cliche and boring at the same time, but still, I'm enjoying every moment I'm in!
I love to talk to people who talks to me, I'm loving how well my relationship with people is going on.
I realised, things wouldn't be bad, as long as I walked out of the situation that trapped myself.
Dance is just so AWESOME! :)

Just a short blog though, about the variety which Channel U is currently airing.
Appearance is important, I agree with that.
However, what most Asians do, is to find faults from themselves to improve and be better.
BUT! Some extreme cases are whereby, they are ALWAYS finding RIDICULOUS fault on themselves.
For example, a 166cm height girl weighs 43kg and she thinks that she's fat.
How ridiculous can that be, like I mean, YOU ARE ALREADY underweight.
Don't be stupid!

Okay, I'm always saying that I'm fat, but I think I am at least a reasonable case!
I'm about 159 - 160 cm tall, but I am 48kg.
I WAS ONCE 52KG OKAY!
Well, at least I think, just about 4 more kilograms to lose, and I'm consider healthy and tone :)
I'm not afraid to say it, because I'm happy with how I am now.
What's with the weight and all?
It's all a myth when people say, skinny = pretty (huh? ARE YOU REALLY SERIOUS?)
It's not like you are going to be a celebrity, and not all celebrities are HELL skinny.
WAKE UP!
You HAVE to be yourself and be proud of YOURSELF.

You are a special one, no one can replace and NO ONE can be LIKE you.
Remember this yeah? :)
CHEERS YO!
Adios!

P,S I can't wait for Chinese New Year for I don't know what reason. HEE!

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Just Like That! :D

There's this new girl group debuted this year, this month.
I believe that they will rock the new music scene in Korea, they are Piggy Dolls.
The trio adds up to the weight of more than 200 kilograms, but their confidence wins it all.
Moreover, they CAN REALLY SING!

This group reminds me of Big Mama though, as they are similarly, a group that doesn't sell appearance.
Purely, solely, MUSIC :)
I've always liked Big Mama, due to their powerful and emotional vocals.
You guys might think, 'Hey, they aren't pretty and moreover, they aren't appearance-wise appealing! Why would I like them?'
Oh well, I'm just THIS different, don't you think so? :D

I've always been focusing on non-idols, if you guys realised.
The first and main reason that I like/adore/fancy/whatever you can say a singer/group will always be the music quality that they produce.
Vocal-wise to be the first, talents to be the second.
Looks will ALWAYS be something that I would look, that's when you have the talent. :)


Look at them, Piggy Dolls, do you find them ugly?
Well, I don't.
The confidence that they portrait doesn't EVEN show that they are ugly.
At least they don't find themselves ugly!

I want this confidence, just like that!
I may not be skinny, but I'm toned. :)
There may be a lot of clothes for skinny girls to fit in and you girls might look good in it, and a lot of guys loving those skinny girls.
Girls CAN be confident in being skinny, but they can't despise people like ME for the inability of being as skinny as them.
I'm special.
Everyone has their own charms, no one can step on it.
Right? :D

Phew, I'm relieved.
I had this confidence to say what I've been bottling up, and I would like to say, I can be as pretty as any skinny girls out there because I'm confident about myself.
I AM JUST LIKE THAT! :D


Annyeong, Goodbye, Adios! :D

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

NEW YEAR!

I know that I'm like, LATE.
But nevertheless, HAPPY NEW YEAR~
Oh and anyway, it's not yet the bunny year as it will only be when Chinese New Year says 'Hi' to us yeah?

I'm so sorry that I have not been updating this blog and it's now in Intensive Care Unit.
I don't mean to leave it like this, but I'm really busy.
School Holidays been really fruitful, packed and amazing!
Preparation for Oral Presentation,
Preparation for Singapore Youth Festival 2011 (Dance),
Serangoon Global Classroom Experience (Dance) - TAIWAN!,
And last but not least, WORK!

Encountered many things, many people in the end of year 2010 and I'm really happy!
Many details will be noted down in my little diary, book-wise and HERE!
However, I need to go off now as I have to work later on.

Therefore, once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR AIGHT? :D
Love, Benita!!! <3