I’ve lost myself in music to the point where I don’t have any interest in the rest of the world - T.O.P

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Unadaptable.

I'm procrastinating, again.
I've no wish in going school tomorrow, again.
I'm not doing homework, again.
I'm stressed up, again.

Darn, I can't really adapt Junior College's life now.
I'm thinking of other stuffs, other directions.
I know I shouldn't do this, but I just can't concentrate.

H2 Physics is a hell to me, because I have no pure Physics background.
I have to put in extra effort to catch up with the terms and stuffs.
I feel so stupid, as almost all of my classmates took pure sciences back in Secondary School.
:(

H2 Mathematics, kinda alright now.
However, I know it's not gonna be easy always.
How am I going to face it?
:'(

H2 Mother Tongue Language and Literature.
Despite me loving Chinese Literature, it's gonna be hard for me as I have limited background of Chinese Literature.
What's more, it's tested on the texts that we are going to learn.
Afraid much.
:"(

H1 China Studies in Chinese, I'm not a Chinese, I have no basic knowledge about China.
What I know about China is what I've learned in Secondary School's Social Studies.
Great, I have the least knowledge in class again.
TT

General Paper, go eat shit.
Seriously, I have no idea how will I fare for this.
Not to think of A levels but promotion examination.
Oh my god, this stressful feeling isn't what I expected, to come so fast and sudden.

Damn it, headache is back.
Don't think about it, BENITA! :'(
Not saying it now, bye. :(

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Yeah, I know that I'm kinda slow as today's the 3rd.
However, it's better late than never! :D
SO....
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

Lessons started for a week, gotten our permanent timetable last Thursday.
Was having temporary timetable for that week, and I have a lot of free periods.
Why? I'm gonna explain now. :)
My class is of the combination of H2 Math, Physics and Chem, H1 Geog.
However, I'm taking H2 Math, Physics and Mother Tongue Language and Literature, H1 China Studies in Chinese.
I'm in a science class by the way, just that I'm a hybrid. :D
Yeah, so, my MTLL class is always in the late afternoon and I don't take Chem and H1 Mother tongue, so, FREE PERIODS! :D
If you're going to ask why am I not taking H2 Chem, then I'd say, I took combined Science in Secondary school, there's no way for me to take 2 H2 Sciences.
What's more, I'd like to continue studying Chinese.
So, yeah! :D
Mother Tongue rocks! In My Opinion though :P

Oh yeah, I'm in Dance! MY CCA IS DANCE!!!
AWESOME RIGHT?! I PASSED THROUGH THE AUDITION!
SO, I DON'T DANCE DOESN'T MEAN I HAVE NO POTENTIAL IN DANCING! :D
So happy!!!
Dance dance dance! Oh yeah~ Oh yeah~ Oh yeah yeah yeah~
Ha ha! Crazy much! :D

Okay, back to Chinese New Year...
Red packets received subsequently lesser this year, but I heck care much.
It's rare to meet up with relatives often and this is always the opportunity to catch up with them.
I feel more love every year, and it's awesome :D
I hope that it'll always stay and bless me :)

Sorry for not updating this blog with picture, I'm really very lazy to upload pictures.
Will try to do so when I have time.
I promise, I promise!!!
SORRY!
And, BYE!
Happy new year! :D