Too bored

It's getting a little too bored here, so, I am hereby to announce...
I LOVE T.O.P CHOI SEUNG HYUN 최승현!

Oh mama, he is freaking hot, I want to own him!
Ha ha ha! I am really crazy now, as recently, I am busy having my Preliminary Examinations.
Shocking to say, among all papers I've taken, I only managed to finish English Language Paper 1 and Science Paper.
I finished NOTHING other than those.
Wow, thanks a lot, I am so going to flunk my Preliminary Examinations, I think.
I've been practising much on my Additional Mathematics and nearly neglected all other subjects.
All right, I shall say that I NEGLECTED.
Freaking stupid, I know, but I really find the need to practise a lot for Mathematics.

Hopefully, I can score real well for GCE O Level Examination.
No, I should say, I CAN score well for it.
Right? :D

Shall end off here, I have to prepare for tomorrow's Additional Mathematics Paper 2 and Science Paper 3 ( Chemistry).
Goodbye everyone :D

Tense

Everyone's been switching their minds to 'Exam' mode, whereas for me, I am still not ready.
I am still busy slacking away, though doing much revisions and past years Exam papers.
I may be doing as much work as others now, but I am yet to feel the nervousness.
Nervous, to me, is just a word with little meaning, for the time being.

Everyone's doing their revisions and practises for English and Humanities which includes Social Studies, Elective Geography/History and Literature.
What about me?
Doing Elementary and Additional Mathematics, Combined Science ( Phy/Chem ).
Damn, though I am weak in English and Humanities, I am not focusing on those.
One tight slap for Benita on the face, WAKE UP!

Anyway, a productive studying period with Susanti last Saturday.
Though she thought that it's not enough, for her, but it's good enough for me.
She had a lot of problems though, and she had been so demoralised because no matter how much effort she put in for A Math, she still failed.
Problem lies with her though, not because she doesn't know how to do, but all because of carelessness.
Strive hard!!! =)

Today, we are going Changi Airport to study, again!
I am going to revise Social Studies and Literature.
Bravo, I am going to make full use of the time to make me understand the concept and meaning.
Good luck for Benita and Susanti!

Alright, ending off here.
Goodbye people! =D

Past tense

Sorry to have made this post unreadable, I want to express things that I want to say.
However, to avoid any misunderstanding, I made it unreadable.
Sorry all.

Anyway, good luck for people who are taking N levels.
Not to forget, good luck for people who are taking O levels, including me. =D
Wait a minute, luck is important.
However, it also consist us working hard.
Rephrase: Strive hard everyone, who are taking their major exams! =D

P/S: I am going to study with Susanti*Mummy tomorrow! I will master things that will be going through tomorrow! Wish me luck, give me determination! =D

The Truth is Ugly.

It's always been the case, truth is ugly.
Who would like to listen to truth which turns people off completely?
However, truth, do make you learn.
Nothing is perfect.
Not everyone will like the way you are.

Went to watch 'The Ugly Truth' with mum, thumbs up for this movie.
Learned something, really.
Through that, I understood why I am not always likable by people, especially boys.
My character, can only be buddy of boys, and not girlfriend of boys.

I control situation, which most chauvinist wouldn't like.
I comment, which all men don't like.
I seemed to be independent, which guys wouldn't stay close, because they would think that I do not need protection.
I always speak of scientific and general knowledge which totally turns guy off because guy just want to enjoy the time with girls, with no dead, stupid and stern conversation.

Ain't I like Katherine Heigl in the movie?
Totally.
I am laughing hard during this movie, thinking the lady in this movie doesn't know what guys want.
Thinking of that, I am actually mocking myself too.
As, I am a girl with a total male's mind.
Gosh, failure.
Such a failure.
No matter how successful a woman is, if her love life leaves a big patch of white, she's still a failure.
Though I am young and have yet to taste the success, but empty love life.
Gosh, push me down the valley!

Laugh, just kidding.
Saying this much, just to tell you all this.
BENITA CHENG IS GOING TO MUG!!!
REAL HARD!
No regrets, no second chance.
Just this once, and give in my best shot.
Let me hit the bull's eye with all my arrows. =D
A1s for everything?
Hope so alright. =D
Therefore, I might not be able to update that often, which I really am now.
However, just going on hiatus?
Might have some postings when I have something to share with you guys.

Ending off here, FIGHTING! =D

Waterfall.

Wow, kudos for Blogger, everything's down AGAIN.
How many freaking times must it be broken?
SOMEONE JUST FREAKING MEND THIS WEBSITE!
ARGH!

Had a great chat with godmother, felt relieved.
She knew me well, always.
She knows what am I doing, and why I do things such ways.
Glad to have her, as one of the important person in my life.
There are a few important people in my life, but somehow, they don't even bloody know a single shit of what am I doing.
They would just feel unhappy, when I told them about what they did wrong.
What they do, is just to find faults in me when they didn't even look themselves in the mirror to see how GOOD they are.
Funny, I can't laugh.
If I don't treasure you, would I bother to tell you what have you gone wrong?
Hell no, I will leave you in lurch and live the wonderful life of mine.
Why would I trouble myself to think so much for you?
Pondering of what your future will be like if you continued this way.
No one is perfect, but I certainly do believe that everyone is able to judge with that great mind of theirs.

Well, that's me, in the past.
As I will tell anyone straightly into their faces what they've gone wrong.
Now, I would think, will the person take my words seriously or would just flare up to me.
For people who don't treasure, I don't give a damn.
Just continue thinking that you are damn bloody wonderful, you will wake up one day and reflect what I told you back at time.
Perfect.
Wonder why, but I do feel such aggression in my heart.
Life is like that, isn't it?
I've been through real lot, so don't comment that I am being a fake matured.
I am willful and stubborn, but I do know how to hide it.
I will only show my true self to my soul mates.
Oh well, whatever.

Sorry for using such coarse language, I do feel the need to express it.
It's just like, jumping down the waterfall.
The gravity, the pressure, the speed.
It's suffering, it's scary when jumping.
However, it's a relieve, when you are in the river.
Especially when, there is so many things happening and some just doesn't go by your wish.
Just like, THIS FREAKING BLOGGER!!!
HATE IT!
ARGH!

I'm hot, yesterday!

Can't get what I mean with my title?
Laughs, I am having fever yesterday.
38 degree Celcius, wonder what's wrong.

Anyway, had Literature class yesterday.
Before that, went to meet Leonard and Shumin for breakfast.
Waited for Jerina, Clement, Eugene and Darren to come.
Waited for them to buy their breakfast and we went to wait for bus.
Late, of course.
Got questioned by Mrs Henry, but still continued with lesson.

After Literature class, went to E!Hub.
Asked about Kbox package, found it too expensive, so headed to Loyang Point's car park.
Went there with Tongy as Kiko went to find her Fatchu.
CLOSED!
Damn it! Went all the way there and gave us a locked door.
MUM called and said that she will sponsor us $15 to sing at Kbox.
Well, she is very kind and nice, because she is worry of our safety.
So, 3 of us, Kiko, Tongy and me went to Kbox.
Sang lots of songs, and I think that's when me and Tongy started feeling unwell.
Should be the nuts, as Kiko didn't eat those.
Both of us had runs, and went to a tuition centre for toilet.
That's when I measured my temperature, and it was 37.5 degree Celsius.
Sent Tongy to bus stop, and Kiko sent me home.
So sweet of them, they are so worried about me.
Reached home and my temperature rise up to 38 degree Celsius.

Damn! I hate it when I am sick, because it's always very serious till I have to miss lesson.
Today, missed Humanities and English.
DARN!!!
Well, forget it!
Blame it on my weak body.
Ending off, goodbye people.

Tranquil

Just came home from Orchard, pretty tiring.
Anyway, thanks to my aunt, who made me waited her at Far East for 2 hours.
2 HOURS!!!
Wow, thumbs up for you, to have watched 'Grey's Anatomy' till 5 in the morning.
What's more, postponed the meeting time.
Yet, still came 2 hours late.
I wonder how you actually achieved that. Hmm~
(Sarcastic!)

Toured around Orchard, went to places which I always went.
Like Far East Plaza, Cineleisure, Heeren, Takashimaya Shopping Centre.
Also went to place which I've never been to, which is Orchard Central.
Spent more than 50 dollars at FEP while waiting for that slow woman.
Thanks for making me wait, thanks real loads. =D (grins)
Walked around and slacked.
Did nothing much though.
However, encountered something scary while waiting for slow woman.

A man was behind me, and he walked in front of me saying to me 'sorry'.
He didn't knock into me or whatsoever, but just said sorry.
I said that it doesn't matter and he started asking, am I local.
What the~ Why such a weird and sudden question?
I said no, because I am not really considered as one.
He continued asking me, then where am I from.
I replied loudly, HUH?!
Come on, I don't know you, why should you ask so much.
What's more, I don't have to answer whatever shit you asked me.
IDIOT!
Guessed what he said, he said that I looked like a Japanese.
Thanks a lot, I am an Eurasian.
Got so amazed, I have got nothing to say to these uncles.
I hoped that I am just thinking too much, but his actions doesn't shatter my queries.
Yet, it hardens it.

Blah blah blah~
Forget it! =D
Anyway, went to Orchard Central.
Love the escalator, so long~
Slow woman said that it is scary for the third one, because it's getting very high.
Well, she has phobia of height, can't blame her.
Love that place too, because as when we shopped for a long time and got tired, there's plenty of sofas for us to relax.
WHOO~!
Nice and comfortable.

It's getting late, and I am tired.
Shall continue blogging tomorrow as I do have things to confess.
Goodnight and goodbye everyone =D

遺忘

在人海茫茫中，我認識了你。
在時間的轉動中，你我發生了許多事情。
在地球的旋轉中，我往前走。

我不知道，你是否記得我這個人的存在。
但我只知道，當你沒聯係我的這段時間，我也隨著時間的流逝，漸漸的淡忘了你。
或許，以後在街上碰面了，我也可能不認得你了。
因爲，意外，讓我失去了某些記憶。
那份記憶，現在被鎖上了。
也可能，永遠都不會被開啓。
就這樣，活下去吧。

遺忘，不全然是壞事。
記得，也不全然是好事。
對我來説，現在，是最好的時刻。
潘朵拉的盒子，將鎖上這些記憶。

Courage

Do you have courage to do things that you normally don't?
Oh well, I don't.
I don't dare to try things which was never in part of my life before.
Never.
To me, trying is somehow a far away achievement for me.
Previously, I don't wear sleeveless tops.
I don't like to wear skirts.
I don't listen to certain singers' songs which I don't fancy.
I am anti-english songs person.
However, I made a very important decision to these.
I tried it, unexpectedly.

Don't ask why I tried it, maybe one of the wires in my brain was malfunctioning.
Somehow like an electric shock, so I made such weird decisions.
But, I did not regret, for certain decisions.

For example, I found SOME nice songs in some singers' albums.
I would have lost some treasures if I am that stubborn like one of my friend.
I tried listening to English songs, not that wide, but at least, I listened.
Loads caught my ears, especially Christina Aguilera's songs.
I am not sure why, but I just like her voice and songs.

And some, I tried and still felt pretty awkward.
Like, wearing sleeveless.
I have big arms, because I often to pumping, that makes me develop muscles.
Ugly, I know, that's why I wouldn't wanna wear sleeveless tops.
However, I tried wearing recently, not to care much about people's attention.
If people out there who see me wearing it, and think it's nice, thanks a lot.
If not, I wouldn't hate you too, because I myself find it weird too.
Skirts, is something I wouldn't dare to try.
I have fat thighs, due to dancing at young and sudden enlargement of my size.
Therefore, I think skirts are something that will bring out my weakness about my body.
For now, I only like to wear high waist skirts, because I look pretty good in it.

Sometimes, we really need courage to do things.
As for me, now, I need courage and confidence to ace in things.
Can I have it?
I am not sure though, I would try to have it.
Good luck for me. =D
I shall go now, rather bored recently, therefore such boring posts were posted.
Apologies for that.
Off I go, watching Mr. Brain by Takuya Kimura.
Bye~ =D

Never the same

Just came back from McDonald's with Shumin and Shanice.
Saw a freaking touching scene.
An old couple, with a sum of more than 150 years old of age, went there.
The old man was helping his spouse to wear the sweater and helped to purchase food.
He even fed his spouse.
This scene made me cry, seriously touching.
Being together for so long, yet they are still so loving.
How I wished I can have such fortune, to be loved by a man who will love me for life.
Knowing that I will spend my whole life loving him to.

Oh well, everything is not the same anymore.
My heart was broken after piecing it back.
The pieces became more, eventually, and it makes a tough job for people who is going to love me.
Hmm, or maybe, no one is going to love me anymore, except for my mum.
The love I meant, was a mutual relationship between boy and girl.
A hug from a boy that I like, is the greatest thing ever on Earth.
The heartwarming feeling, the care and love, best thing ever.
I am just that unlucky, blame it on me.

Whatever man, what I wish now, is just to fulfill any wishes I made.
I don't pend for any love from anyone, just hope that I can achieve all goals.
Good luck to me.
Goodbye and goodnight people =D

Missing You~!

Oh well, I miss the old blogger that all of us going crazy over it.
Nice to use, not a problem to us.
BUT NOW, IT'S GIVING ME TRUCK LOADS OF PROBLEM DESPITE ME GIVING IT MY FULL SUPPORT TO IT, when people started moving their hut to onsugar.com.
Damn, I shall abandon this blogger.com soon if it doesn't obey to my command.
Laughs! I sounded so bitchy, thinking myself too highly.
However, I am stating the truth.
It's not a bad thing of being real and true to myself.
Live up to your conscience, quoted by Mrs Henry, my Literature teacher.

Dang, I am going Gaga, like how Lady Gaga's doing.
Crazy! This is the word to describe me, due to lack of sleep and long period of headaches.
Sigh, I really should get treatment if it persist, it's gonna affect my studies.
Cries, I am freaking desperate for remedy!!!
No panadol please, I will grow rashes if I eat those.

Anyway, change my blog song to Black Eyed Peas' Missing You.
Whoo~ Just like how someone is missing me now.
Right, Benjamin Khoh??? =D
Oh man, I miss you too, but I know that you miss me more right?
LOL, joking alright? =D

Okay, from the post, you all should sense the gaga-ness in me.
So, to prevent further influence of this gaga-ness, I shall stop posting.
Dots, fine, I shall shut up.
Goodbye everyone =D

P/S: Happy Teachers' Day to all teachers in Singapore!