Simple will do

Yes, simple will do.
So, a short and simple post is up here now.

Had a 1 minute fight with LoveLove on the phone on Thursday.
Well, no detailed conversation will be posted. :)
Of course, though I've been through lots, she is much a thinker on certain aspects on life.
After that conversation, I thought for a long time.
Yeah, fair enough, I didn't put in enough effort.
Wait, define enough.

If anyone can, please leave a response to me at Plurk or reply me at twitter.
I am interested in hearing your definition. :D
For me, it's too broad and too vague a word to define!
Everyone has a rule in their heart to measure the level of satisfaction.
Don't get it?
When you think it's enough, just nice or enough to accomplish certain things, you will feel satisfied right?
So, what I mean was, the level of satisfaction is a scale to measure the mass of your effort put in.

Alright, so, after that, I thought of a lot of things.
Sherie said that I seemed to not been sleeping well because my dark circles have spread to my eyelids.
I am not kidding, it's THAT serious.
True, I have not been sleeping well.
I've been thinking, if I didn't do well for this 1st important examination, who will I let down.
In fact, I've been thinking this when I am asleep.
Therefore, even if I am given 8 hours, if my mind is still functioning and continues thinking, my dark circles won't subside.
My answer is, too many to name them.
Really, too many have been pinning hopes on me that I've been pressurizing myself.

Hence, I've made up my mind.
This moment of pressure is nothing, and I will pressurize myself more.
Bonkers? I reckon not.
I am perfectly fine, I am not clinically depressed.
Oh well, studied for consecutive 2 days, total of 11 hours.
Not enough, I planned to study for 14 hours in total, but today was kinda screwed.
Nevermind, I will pay it back tomorrow.

Wait, didn't I said that this will be a simple post?
Gosh, I've read my Literature text, Whose Life Is It Anyway from Brian Clark, for 2nd times.
Everything in my mind, are the dramatic moments and powerful dialogues.
Alright, this is getting nowhere.
Shall end here, goodbye and goodnight everyone.
FIGHTING! :D

Disappointed

Oh well, anyone could have guessed why I used 'Disappointed' as my title.
Yes, I am hell yeah disappointed with my Preliminary Result.
I am to blame for scoring such 'great' results, round of applause to myself.
What a joke.
Fine, I shall not dwell on it.
Move on, as there is marked improvement in my Additional Mathematics.
This shows that spamming myself with Additional Mathematics revisions for consecutive 2 weeks do help!
Oh man, I LOVE MATH!

Anyway, if anyone sees me in White Sands shouting, yeah, I am infuriated.
Should have controlled, but I just hate people not trusting me, especially people whom I loved and people who are important to me.
I know it's wrong for me to have shouted at my mum, I apologise for my act.
Oh well, at least I know that my mum doesn't embezzle my money for stupid uses.
(Striking news, but, yeah, sad case for my Idol)
I know I have disappointed my mum for umpteenth time, but this time, I am really awake.
I've woke up, and I am really working very hard.
I'll just hope that I can at least score a B for my English and As for everything.
Ha, sounded like I am dreaming, but it's possible.
Just that it depends whether the lazy bug living in me could get out of me and hardworking butterflies fly in me and start 'pollination'.
Alright, that's lame.
I am trying to use imagery, but as seen here, failed!

Literature, I am here to conquer you.
I am positively sure that I am going to work hard, not just sweet and wonderful talks, but certainly action out the words I've said.
Benita, FIGHTING!
Baby is giving me bless, mum is giving me faith, teachers are giving me trust.
I believe, I can do it.
Alright, end off here.
Anyway, I am not attending school tomorrow because I don't really feel well.
So, when I am at home, I will start studying from 9!
Wish me luck yeah?

Bye people :D