Slow.

Some people read my tweets and I guess you guys would know, I fell.
Fell 3/4 times in 5 days, and I have no idea how in the world I fell.
I'm serious about it, because when I'm running or dancing, I'm not afraid that I will fall, or I would say I believed that I won't fall.
But I fell.

I'm not being paranoid about what I've assumed, and I guess I was right.
Will try to prove my point soon.

Anyway, my left foot is bandaged, again.
I guess, it's somehow a sign from God, that it's time for me to slow down.
My fast pace life has enabled me to forget to look back, unable to reflect upon my experiences.
Well, in Singapore, I doubt ANYONE has the chance to do so either.
Everything is too fast here, and to be honest, I'm unhappy here.
Shall talk about that in another post.

Time to go for school now, though it's raining.
Bye...

Peaceful :)

It's 4.03AM and I can't fall asleep...
Hmm, I have no idea why, but I guess it's the nap that I took in the afternoon that made me wide awake now.
Therefore, I'm here to blog a little... :)

What a peaceful night, no noise, no whatever shit that is harassing and disturbing this peaceful night.
I love it, because I can think with all my mind.
I love it, because I can enjoy what I'm doing now.
With no noise pollution, I'm enjoying what I love most, MUSIC :)


It's my best friend, my perfect companion when I'm alone, when I'm at lost, and when I'm feeling super down.
I thank for the creation of music, it makes me not feeling lonely.
THANK YOU! :D

Currently listening to DBSK/TVXQ/Tohoshinki's JOURNEY, featuring SNSD/SoNyeoShiDae/Girl's Generation's SeoHyun :)
It's a breeze to listen to such an upbeat song at such a timing, such peaceful environment.
I'm enjoying every single beat, every single note <3

Well, guess I've made my piece, goodnight people! <3

Happiness :)

“沒痛過又怎會知道快樂是多麽難能可貴？”
I can truly understand this feeling, as quoted from my friend, my life's like a roller coaster.
Full of ups and downs.
I'm so sorry towards non-Chinese people because I am not really a good translator.
I hope that people who read this and could not understand what those words mean are able to find people with good translating skills to help! :)

We, as humans, are always experiencing things our entire lives.
You will never always be fortunate, nor you will always be suffering.
'No Pain, No Gain' is something that I believed, always believe and still believing.
Going through competitions like Campus Superstar in 2009 made me stronger.
It made me learn that there will always be people better than me, and I've got to work harder.
Complacency will lead me to failure eventually.
It's painful, I know.
I was young, and still young, yet I have to experience things that others might not have experienced when they are my age.
However, I'm blessed.

I thank God for giving me all these challenges in life.
It made me a different person, whatever I do and whatever I say don't make me a 17.
People find me rather scary, but I guess I love the way I am.
Though I might not have a happy and cheerful childhood, but at least I know that because I fell hard before, I can stand up faster than anyone.
Cool, isn't it?! :D

There are times when I feel like giving up, asking myself why am I so bad at doing things that I like.
Why am I so unlucky and why are there things like bias and unfairness...etc
But seriously, this IS life, isn't it?
It boils down to the word, PASSION.
Do you have the passion in doing the things that you are doing now?
You give up isn't because of things that happened on you, you give up because your passion towards something isn't strong enough to anchor you to withstand unforeseen circumstances that might happen!
So, are you going to give up?
If yes, then don't tell anyone that you love doing something and you have passion in it.
Because you simply don't.

I started singing at the age of 3, I'm going 18 now.
I fell so hard during Campus Superstar 2009 and many other competitions, but do you see me giving up?
It's a good 15 years of love and passion towards singing and music.
I know that arts is in me, it's in my blood.
I live with it, and I WILL shine through it :)

So, for the people who fell, don't give up okay??
There are hell lot of chances and opportunities waiting for you in the future!
Don't EVER let these little stumbles in your life create an obstacle to hinder you!
This is life, but it doesn't mean that we have to give in to fate.
We have to work hard and strive on!
Let's work hard together, okay?? <3

:))

Finally, it's all done.
I can say that I'm undergoing something called 'mixed feeling'.
Shall elaborate more when I'm feeling better because my headache is really bad.
Really, really bad.
Goodbye, going to school now...

Tiramisu :D

Well, I've got to admit that I'm an emotional person, period. :)
I'm always the one, having stupid thoughts.
Friends think that I may be a bad lover because I'm kinda violent.
I hit my guy friends, tease them, scream and shout at them.
But hey, I was told that I'm a romantic person, though I don't show it at all.

I was known to be a candies, chocolate, cakes and ice-cream hater.
Not that I really hate them, but I don't love them.
Partly because of my diet, mainly because they don't really attract me.
I used to love them, but things changed, drastically. :)

But there are exceptions, I like Tiramisu, Blueberry Cheesecake and Dark Chocolate.
And now, here I am telling you about why do I like Tiramisu. :)


First up, it isn't sweet! I'm not fond of sweet things, I'll cringe when I eat sweet things.
I'm serious about it, you can ask around!
I'm not a coffee lover, but I love how coffee makes Tiramisu a wonderful dessert :)

Secondly, it's story behind it.
Tiramisu, an Italian word, it means 'Pick Me Up'.
It was told that this was created during the war period back in I-Don't-Know-Many hundred years ago.
Men have to fight for the country during the war, and one wife is afraid that her husband would be hungry during the journey.
Being not-very-rich, she used biscuits, coffee and crumbs to make this snack, which is now known as Tiramisu.
She named this snack Tiramisu, which implied that she wants her husband to bring her with him.
The memories they had, the love that they have.
*Pardon my English, down with 5 medicines with 3 making me drowsy :( *

Thirdly, I'm touched by the story behind it.
I have no idea why, but I will do this for my husband.
I have this fantasy of co0king dinner for my husband every night, helping to tie his tie for him.
We'll sing together and we'll have our songs.
Our story, our song. :)

This is me, a person who doesn't really show what am I thinking about.
I have no past relationship experience, therefore I do not know how to be a sweet girl.
I yearned to be loved, but this takes time. :/
Oh well, let it be...

Drastically.

I guess the title tells it all.
Yeah, DRASTICALLY.

I've been through one of the toughest times yesterday.
Daryl was with me yesterday, he is the only one who witnessed the emotional breakdown and the only one who truly knew what happened.
What I hope now, is to leave Singapore as soon as possible.
Nothing. Nothing here is memorable.
No.Thing.

You can call me a coward because I'm merely escaping away from the fact that I'm a loser.
Sore loser.
I can't endure this setback which others might deem minor.
Oh well, I'm always escaping.
I have no courage, no bravery to back me up.
I'm alone.
Lonely.
A loner.

I doubt anyone would understand why would I have such feeling.
I'm alone, always.
沒什麽值得留戀，好想趕緊離開。
到一個適合我的地方，一個懂得欣賞我的美的地方。