Bada bada baba~

I feel good, dam dadam dadam dadam dadam~
I wonder why am I so hyped up!
Anyway, TGIF!!!!

So, how did I celebrate my Friday?
Woke up at 8, bathed, tweeted, bejeweled, and off to work!
Yes, WORK! :)
I changed my job to a better environment.
I love this job better than the previous one, because it is something that I'm interested in!
Where is it at and what is it?
Not gonna tell you yet, I'll reveal when the time is right! :D

Anyway, after work, I headed to school for Dance!
Tiring, but beneficial!
I'm happy to hear some of my dance-mates saying that I've looked slimmer.
It's something that I'm glad to hear, at least efforts made have been paid off
And now, I'm home.
Rotting.
I've yet eaten my dinner, but I'm lazy to head over to pack food nor to cook.
LAZY ROCKS FOR THE MOMENT YO! :)

Blah blah blah, this post is just a pure crap.
Just to congratulate you all, TGIF! :)
BYE!

Better

Okay, I'm better, I AM BETTER! :D
I'm feeling better, and yeah, it's good to be positive :)
I hope that I'll be positive all the time, or just try my best to be positive most of the time :)

Anyway, I'm having headache now!
I have a Christmas performance coming up soon, and I need to submit a Christmas song.
DIE!
I don't celebrate Christmas, how in the world am I suppose to know the songs?!?!?!?!
OH! MY! GOD!
CAN YOU HELP ME??? :x

Maybe.

I hate to feel this way, hate it much.
I dislike ranting, and I'm sorry to rant SO MUCH on my blog.
However, I feel that I need to spit it out, or else I'll go crazy.

I've been working hard, doing what I love, enjoying what I love to do.
Due to passion, I'm able to hang on to it.
It's not like I'm very talented, I'm interested in that, just that.
I hate to say this, but I'm really angry with those people who are lucky.
Not envious, no jealousy, just pure angry.
It's my life, I don't think I have to be jealous with what people possess which I'm lack of.
I've been working hard, but nothing seems to approach me.
And those who aren't that hard working, and also, not as talented, have the world's luck on them.
How FAIR is this world huh?
What a joke.

I'm always telling myself this, they may be lucky to have gotten what they want, but eventually, the luck dies of due to their deficiency in their abilities.
I don't know why, but I feel that I need to love myself more.
Be narcissistic, that's what my new dance teacher Freddy told me.
He told me a lot when he first taught me dancing, and I got inspired.
I'm really motivated to do things that he taught me, but I got shot.
Right. At. My. Head.
Shan't elaborate more, hate to think about it.

I shall end my post, but just one question, how to love myself?
I pondered on this question for long, but I can't seem to get an answer.
If you happen to read my post and happen to 'somehow' or 'anyhow' knows the answer, please tell me.
Your help would be much appreciated...
Thanks...

Finally back.

After a long hiatus, I'm back!
Guess no one would come back to read my blog, oh well, there isn't any in fact.
Right, I am back to square.
A low self-esteem person.

Whatever, no one cares anyway.
No one.
No friends.
Sorry for the sad post, I shall stop.

Bye.