I do believe in fairytale.

Dalang and Baozhu have been together for 3 years, they are as sweet as ever.
Though both families object this relationship, they overcome all obstacles and got together this far.
They believe that they are the one for each other, but they didn't say it.
Every anniversary, Baozhu's birthday, Dalang will always call and wish her through the phone when the clock strikes 12.
Dalang always plan unforgettable events for Baozhu whenever a special day reached.
He remembers the first time when they take a bus together.
First time doing project together.
First time holding hands.
First time protecting her and ended up got hurt.
First time hugging each other.
First time... Kissing. :)
So sweet of him, a perfect guy for Baozhu.

It seems like Baozhu hasn't been doing anything for Dalang, but in fact not.
She concerns about Dalang's health, helping him with chores when he falls sick.
When Dalang's in doubt, she'll do whatever she can to help.
Though she might be fierce and always hit him, she loves and cares for him most.
No one loves Dalang as deep as her.

Everything seems to calm and peaceful for this couple until something strikes.
Baozhu's mum forced Baozhu to go for a matchmaking session.
She wouldn't obey of course, she ran away from home.
She went to meet Dalang, and asked him to promise her that they will be together for a lifetime.
She's pending for an answer from him, looking at him, hoping to catch a glimpse of hope, but he looked down to the ground instead.
Not a word from him, not even an eye contact.
He seemed to have something in his mind.
She's disappointed from this reaction, she thought this would be the end of their relationship.
However, she smiled and acted as if nothing had happened.
They walked down the road, and had their sweet talk.

A week's passed, they met at the place where they first kissed.
Dalang knelt down to the ground, Baozhu was startled.
He took out a ring and asked her to marry him.
She asked why didn't he have any reaction when she asked him to be with her forever, and he answered, action speak louder than words.
He can promise her with words, but that doesn't mean anything.
He thinks an action is good enough to say yes, and he really wants to be with her, forever.
She's touched, and agreed to it.

This is so fairytale-like, isn't it?
Though I never believed in Santa Claus, but I love the story of Cinderella a lot.
It may be fictitious, but I always believe that there will be a Mr. Right waiting.
I believe if I work hard for what I want, I will eventually get it.
I believe.
I do believe.
I still believe.

At the age of 17, my love life is plain white.
Going out with boyfriend, yes.
Holding hands with boyfriend, no.
Needless to say for the rest of the list.
I do get into a relationship, once.
He's my first and last, till now.
We fell in love with each other for more than 2 years, less than 3.
Though it's a short period of time that we got together, I did enjoyed the moments we get together.
The memories seems so fine.
Ask me why we broke up? I have no idea what's wrong with me too.
I do get regret at times, but I guess this is the best way for us.
At least, we are good friends.

Now, I'm still pending, waiting for the right one to come.
Meanwhile, I'm trying to change, to improve, to be better, for myself and for him.
As for my crush, I'm not going to cling on him, I'll just stay by his side, helping him when he needs help in homework.
If he misses class, I'll help him take note with things going on in class.
Just this, it's enough.
I don't want people to say that I'm a cheap person, who clings onto a person who doesn't like me, be his maid or dog.
I'm just doing something that a friend normally does. :)
Despite all hardships, if nothing comes in the end, I don't regret.
At least, I've worked hard for it, once.
Right?

I do believe in fairytale, still.

TATTOO!

I've decided to do something absurd, simply because, I'm underage.
I shouldn't be posting this content, but I think I need to share this knowledge and my opinion to you guys.
So, people who are uninterested in my topic, I won't stop you from leaving. :)
The 'axe' is just at the top right hand corner of the browser, if you only have one tab in your browser.
Otherwise, just close your tab that is regarding my blog. :D
Much appreciated.

Yes, I'm only 17 this year, and I'm only legal to talk about it or even do it next year.
However, due to lack of topic, I've decided to touch on it.
Hope that you guys don't mind, but if some legal actions are going to take on me, I'm really speechless.

All right, back to the topic.
This is a piece of information I found on wikipedia, though it might not be 100% true as it can be moderated by anyone, but let's take a look:

A tattoo is a marking made by inserting dark, indelible ink into the dermis layer of the skin to change the pigment for decorative or other reasons. Tattoos on humans are a type of decorative body modification, while tattoos on animals are most commonly used for identification or branding. The term "tattoo" or from Tahiti, "Tatau" is first referenced by Joseph Banks, the naturalist aboard Cook's ship the "Endeavour" in 1769 where he mentions it in his journal. To paraphrase. he states, "I shall now mention the way they mark themselves indelibly, each of them is so marked by their humor or disposition".

Tattooing has been practiced for centuries worldwide. The Ainu, the indigenous people of Japan, traditionally wore facial tattoos. Today one can find Berbers of Tamazgha (North Africa), Māori of New Zealand, Arabic people in East-Turkey and Atayal of Taiwan with facial tattoos. Tattooing was widespread among Polynesian peoples and among certain tribal groups in the Taiwan, Philippines, Borneo, Mentawai Islands, Africa, North America, South America, Mesoamerica, Europe, Japan, Cambodia, New Zealand and Micronesia. Despite some taboos surrounding tattooing, the art continues to be popular in many parts of the world.

How true is it, I don't know, but one thing to note, a person with tattoo doesn't mean that person is a hooligan.
I've thought of having a tattoo or 2 when I'm 18, and almost everyone opposed me.
They claimed that having tattoo isn't good as it gives bad image, but it's just a taboo.
I've seen people making a big hoo-ha when they saw others having tattoo.
Set aside those with excessive amount of tattoos on their bodies, because this isn't acceptable to me, but what about those people with only 2 or 3?
I think it's just for beautifying, you might think I'm weird because I've been wanting to have tattoo since at the age of 8, but I think it isn't wrong.
As long as you uphold your integrity, you are living to your conscience, it's all right.
I really think so.
Just like this:

It's a photo taken last year, when I performed for YouthBox Star! Singing competition last year.
That's airbrush by the way and sorry for my expression, I'm just too engrossed into singing.
Okay, jokes aside.
See, do I look like a hooligan?
And that's the kind of tattoo I wanna get, not dragon, not phoenix, and definitely not doraemon. (L.O.L! )
It's just a body art, at least that's what I think.
I'm sorry to 'disappoint' you guys, but I really don't think having tattoo means bad.
I'm still thinking though, thinking what if I regret after doing?
What if when I grow old, my skin sags and the tattoo looks screwed?
A lot of questions in my head and I hope to get an answer before I really regret.
Hmm, see how it goes.

ANYWAY, my motive of talking about tattoo, is not wanting to discuss about whether to get a tattoo, what pattern do I want it to be.
However, I just hope that everyone can jump out from their conservative mindset.
It's the 21st century, we should be open-minded for somethings right?
We shouldn't misjudge a person due to their appearance, it hurts, really. :)
All right, got to go!
Goodbye!

Side note: This is another scheduled post :)
I'm recuperating from the exhaustion for MYE :D

Is it really me, or is it you?

I do have quite a lot of 'untouchable' points about me.
Sounds so arrogant and apathetic, but this is just me.
I live by principles with some exceptions, but this 'untouchable' is definitely
UNTOUCHABLE!

Bet you guys are tired of hearing me nagging, complaining, whining or WHATEVER in blog, however, this is sorta my way of venting out.
I bet many bloggers are like that too, right?
Hmm, let's go back to the topic, my 'untouchable'.

I dislike being framed, maligned, being a scapegoat.
I believe NO ONE likes it, however, I guess this is human nature that at times, people tends to see others faults first.
Human, homo-sepian, we tend to lose our rationality when we get angry.
Please don't tell me you are a rational thinker, you are self-deceiving. :)
Wake up, my dear.

So, back to what I want to say, we, tend to push the blame to others when something went wrong.
Sad to say, I often get maligned for things that I did not even do.
I do feel that it's ridiculous and get angry, but what can I do?
Basically, there's nothing I can do, NOTHING.
Fight for my innocence might lead to more misunderstandings, thinking that I'm just trying to justify and to cover my faults.

People, we are human, we are not perfect and we can NEVER be perfect.
We can only strive and improve to be better, and that's the ONLY we can do.
We do have blind spots and we have to accept it.
A question to note, why do we tend to magnify a person's blind spot?
This is our blind spot, however I believe we can take this off from our list. :)

I shall end abruptly, it's your own way of how to remove it.
WORK HARD! I'm working hard too! :D
//: Anyway, this is a scheduled post, I'm still working hard for MYE! :D
Fight on, strive on, go on! WOOHOO! :D

Side note: When anyone pushes the blame to you, think this in your heart 'Is it really me, or is it you?'
Reflect upon your actions and think of what he/she did.
Talk it out, achieve a balance.
World Peace! :D
Okay, last line is kinda bull shit, but it's workable :D

Turn Back Time

People who know me should know that I'm a person who doesn't regret after doing something that easily.
I always know the fact that as I am the decision maker for myself, I can't do anything to change it when something goes wrong.
It's like, I know that I can't turn back the time, what I can do now is to go on with it, or totally discard it.
However, I don't usually discard as I think that it's an action of an irresponsible person.
Hmm, so, this is how I am like.

But now, since I'm given a dagger which can turn back time, why not trying to change one.
I've been holding it, thinking for a very long time, and I've been digging out all my buried memories, trying to find out what regrets me most.
It's not surprising to me though, but maybe for some of you, it's during Campus Superstar 2009 period.
Some of you might not know, it's a Chinese Singing Competition held by Mediacorp in Singapore and yes, I'm one of the finalists.
I don't really want to say it out, but I do regret.
Not regret joining the competition, the competition made me grow up, not in height of course, but the way I see things, however, I regretted not think deep before I say anything.
I used to give that tone that people always think I'm very proud or arrogant.
I seldom smile too, that made it worse.
I do have supporters, but it's as many as my haters.
They always comment me as an arrogant person, but they just don't know me.
I just don't smile, it doesn't mean anything.
But as you know, when you are on television, you are 'facing' the viewers.

Do you like this smile? I think I look good when smiling :)

I'm thinking, if I smile more, talk less, maybe I'll be more well-like by people.
If I have more personality but at the same time, I don't sound stuck up, I'll garner more attention and more love.
When I learn the art of speaking, it's already the end of the competition.
I don't blame this experience for making me grow, in fact, I'm thankful.
However, I just hate the fact that I've left bad impression to people whom they think that I'm pure arrogant and stuck up, I'm just inexperienced in dealing with crowds and I don't know how to talk.
Not that I'm dumb, I'm not taught how to talk in a nice way.
Now that I know how to, not really that good but at least better, I hope that I can turn back to that time, at least to change a little of that situation.
I might still get disqualified, but at least, I think I've done better in talking. :)
That's just what I think.

Hmm, but like as if I really have a dagger to turn back time just like the ancient dagger that is capable of releasing Sands of Time in 'PRINCE OF PERSIA: THE SANDS OF TIME'!
Oh hell, I'm dreaming, but I really hope that this will happen! :D
All right, talking about the movie, Prince of Persia, let's have a little sneak peek! :D



Interesting? :D
I AM! :D:D:D
Anyway, it's directed by 'Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire' 's director Mike Newell!
TOTALLY ANTICIPATING IT! :D

If interested, Catch Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time Movie starting from 27^th May 2010 and join the official Facebook and Twitter page!
Please tell me how you feel after watching it on my formspring if you want, I'm interested to know! :D
I'm definitely going to watch as I've anticipated it for more than 2 months ever since I saw the trailer with my friend!
Sooooooo, do wait for my movie review yeah?
HAVE A NICE DAY, and for me, ENJOY STUDYING! (NOT! >.<)

Something to share.

Decided to write up this post, before going on a 2 weeks hiatus for my MYE.
It's been with me for a long time and I think I should really share.

Ever have friends who LOVE tying knots with people who you don't like?
Don't like as in, no mutual feeling, just friend-friend relationship.
I've seen lots and I sometimes do have things like that happening on me.
Sad to say, but I HATE this kind of things.
I find it ridiculous, VERY ridiculous.
I'm sorry to hurt you guys, but, this action is rather irritating.
I have feelings too, I'm crushing on a guy now and I think it'll be long.
I know you guys love to play or just for entertainment, or maybe, you guys wish me well, so they hope that I can have someone who can care for.
However, we can't force all these, right?
It's like marrying a guy who you don't know, only seen once before marrying, this kind of feeling is awkward and absurd.

Friends who really know me should know, I really hate this.
I do get angry at times because I'll get irritated.
Sometimes, I do laugh.
It's not because I am not disliking it, just that I don't wanna pick up a fight or start quarreling.
It's not worth it, you know, right?
However, to avoid things like this happening in the future, I've decided to post it up.
Firstly to let you guys, my lovely readers to know me more.
Secondly, friends, please stop doing it yeah?
We can joke with other things, but not this yeah?
I have this ego in me which I can't simply let go, forgive me and understand me yeah?
Love you :)

Side note:
I did mention I have a crush now, right?
I've somehow confessed to him, but we are still friends.
This is life, and I'm admitting defeat to it.
It's always relationships making me lack of courage.
Blah blah blah, WHATEVER!
I'm still happy, because WE are good friends! :D
Anyway, I'll update my previous post with more pictures when my MYE ended.
Sorry, but study is my priority :)
GOODNIGHT, BYE BYE! :D

Virgin trip on Virgo! :D

As you all know, my birthday celebrations are spread over a week!
And this time round, I brought my celebration to Indian Ocean ( I guess? :x )
It's from 2 April 2010 to 4 April 2010 and let's see my awesome ride! :D

First day, woke up early to finalise my packing with Mum and off we go to Harbourfront Cruise Center!
Waiting for my mum's friend to come and here come's cam-whoring!
Hmm, maybe not, I'm not a fan of my looks! Hahaha!
Me and my mum! Some say I look like her and some don't.
Hmm, in my opinion, except my eyes and my nose, I do look like her :D
Mum pulling luggage, sorry for the poor quality, I wonder what happened to my camera.
My camera failed to show my mum's long and nicely shaped legs :(
Look at the sky, it's nice right? :D
However, the construction spoiled everything. :( :( :(
Anyway, let's move on.
I'm suppose to enjoy the trip, and hell yes, I DID! :D
So, we proceeded to the counter and got our room card.
And you know, when we walk to our door, we took out the card and slot in.

ALRIGHT, cut the crap! Let's see my room! :D

I see TV! I see TV! Though there are no Singapore's channel, but I'm fond of it because there's Hong Kong Channel! :D Kinda good right?
Bed and the extra-ed luggage ;) It's kinda luxurious, for a cruise :D
Bathroom, hmm, seems good... And let's see...
Hmm, it's good! The shower area isn't too small, though it's small.
All right, I'm contradicting myself.
It's just nice for me and my mum.
Sad to say that we can't sleep in a balcony room as my mum's a new member, but we're glad to have such a good quality staying - sleeping area! :D

I'm eager to show the place, it's gorgeous, in my opinion.
Though my camera does no justice to this place, but readers!
You can use your powerful imagining skills right? :D

A view taken from the lift :)
From the counter area :)
Sea view from the Cruise :)
1 Narcissistic pic from yours truly :D

Oh oh oh! I'm late for something, sorry!
I shall edit the post when I'm back! SO SORRY!
Bye! :D